Cee Tha Gxdd and Chef Slim - IF I COULD GO BACK

Hmm ohh yea
Hmm mm
If I told you bout my past it might run you away
Heart look some like broken glass
Should I throw it away
These days barely catch me laughing
No smile onna face
Pain it turned me to a mess but I guess it's okay
Cause I wouldn't do it differently if I could go back
No I wouldn't do differently if I could go back
Ima strong believer that everything happens for a reason
I just be here searching tryna figure out the meaning
Lately it's been hard to keep my head up
I been in and out of jail
Nigga I'm fed up
Kick me when I'm down
It's already hard to stand up
When I'm on both my knees I'm sending prayers up
Woah yea
Still inside my heart I'm numb
Yea
Look into the mirror, ask what I've become
Things just ain't been the same every since I was young
Just wanna live out my career
I feel that I'm the one
Things were better when we were just children
When I look at my past it give me chills man
I was popping pills and cracking seals man
Guess I had to go away to find some healing
If I told you bout my past it might run you away
Heart look some like broken glass
Should I throw it away
These days barely catch me laughing
No smile onna face
Pain it turned me to a mess but I guess it's okay
Cause I wouldn't do it differently if I could go back
No I wouldn't do differently if I could go back
Ima strong believer that everything happens for a reason
I just be here searching tryna figure out the meaning
I done lost so many people
Lost some to the grave and lost some to a form of evil
Don't get me started on my heart breaks
Got nun to show for love but scars yea
Catch me rolling down the street inside the Beamer
Ohh uh
Get inside my vibe and then I roll one
I tend to get left for dead but I'm a strong one
Folks only hit my phone or call whenever they want some
That type of shit it piss me off that's why I'm lone thuggin
Pass me the first aid for my pain
These days I just pray I beat all my cases
Crazy how over the years shit get to changing
Can't crash out I gotta get to stacking paper
If I told you bout my past it might run you away
Heart look some like broken glass
Should I throw it away
These days barely catch me laughing
No smile onna face
Pain it turned me to a mess but I guess it's okay
Cause I wouldn't do it differently if I could go back
No I wouldn't do differently if I could go back
Ima strong believer that everything happens for a reason
I just be here searching tryna figure out the meaning

Written by:
Carmen Smith

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