Gift Giver - Death Wish (featuring Tyler Dennen)

""I've been spending every fucking day biting my tongue til it bleeds cause all these words that I speak keep rotting out my fucking teeth. I bite my tongue til it bleeds. I keep rotting all of my teeth. I try to block it out- everything he says to me but I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me. I try to block it out but he won't let me be. Why won't you let me be? Why won't you let me? I can't look back and I know it's not just in my head. I'm waking up everyday but I just wanna stay in bed. Why does this have to be the path I tread? It's hard to give a fuck knowing you were born dead. Nobody ever seems to have a fucking hand to lend. I've got shit for luck and dozens of these so called \""friends\"". I'm dying faster than I should intend. It's hard to give a fuck waiting for your life to end. Why does this have to be the path I tread? Why did I have to be born dead? I try to block it out- everything he says to me but I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me. I try to block it out but he won't let me be. Why won't you let me be? Why won't you let me be? I think I'm dying at the age of 23. I know I'm dying at the age of 23. 23 years and where the fuck have you been? How could I ever forget the marks that you left on my skin. I always knew this motherfucking house was not a home. I always knew this motherfucking house was not a home. I always knew this house was not a home fucked up from all the time that I spent alone. High expectations but I'm not a fucking drone. My mouth has been shut for so long it might as well be sewn. It's hard to give a fuck knowing you were born dead. It's hard to give a fuck waiting for your life to end.""

Written by:
JACOB O'SHAUGHNESSY, JUSTIN JOHNSON, NICHOLAS MILLER

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