Kosta Lois and Flexiti - Longing for Connection

Crystal samples falling all around the kitchen
Remember music was our life
Like tweets you always pinnin'
Use to be our spot yea we’d waste the precious time
We could do anything and now we caught up in the grind

I saw you just the other day
But I don’t think you noticed
You wore the same tore up flannel
With your fake focus

All of these substances it can’t replace the hole you left
I walk without your second chances yea and no regrets

Full open like the tear up in my chest
All alone i can’t believe you sold all of my best
I’m sick of all the memories just lay that shit to rest
You went and posted all my dirty laundry on the web

You cheated on me can’t believe i ever let you in
These sacred walls, holy ghost, unearth the sacrilege
My dreams ambitions ya you threw it all up in the wind
I swallow all my pride but i’m gon die before I let you win

Longing for connection
Can’t pick up the phone
Longing for connection
Better off alone

I want you back
You did me wrong
You let me down
I must move on

Lost in imperfection
Can’t pick up the phone

Such a lonely summer all the nights I wasted on ya
I crashed my laptop writing stupid songs up in my room
Paralyzed in bed regret is peaking through the door
Dripping with the sound of pain and clouded with remorse

Eloquent she seem to run whenever serious
Feening shit like drugs could ever fill that whole she left
So depressed i lock myself up in the house again
I know i should get up and go you know you just an ex

I miss the sun yeah even tho it’s nice all day
The rain feel more like home to me i’m chillin in the pain
I’m drinking wine and smoking til the friken room go gray
I see our past up on the wall realistic picture frames

I always want one more you bring out all the worst in me
The way you laugh at all my stupid jokes a tragedy
Every day just echo into dark eternity
I’m thinking back to the first time i felt your heart beat

Longing for connection
Can’t pick up the phone
Longing for connection
Better off alone

I want you back
You did me wrong
You let me down
I must move on

Lost in imperfection
Can’t pick up the phone

Isolated , that’s something we can all identify
Complicated, the thoughts i have when we on facetime
Situation, all artificial na i can’t rely
Mason made it, the only words i hear alone at night

Connotation, I can’t understand the all texts you sent
Frustrated, i’m not sure if we even live or dead
Holy water, i think i gone and lost my every sense
Forgive me father, i been commitin' all these horrid sins.

Terrorized by thoughts of living all alone again
Living life without you like Mercedes yea without the Benz
I count the Bens, up in my wallet like they mean a thing
I trade it all today if i could get you with that diamond ring

Run-in through these corridors anxiety he close behind
Hoping i can get to you before they cut the lights
Treading water the walls are caving in outside
I gotta get you back you ask me is this really life?

Longing for connection
Can’t pick up the phone
Longing for connection
Better off alone

I want you back
You did me wrong
You let me down
I must move on

Lost in imperfection
Can’t pick up the phone

Written by:
Kosta Lois, David Mason

Publisher:
Lyrics © Songtrust Ave

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