A.Yoni Jeffries - OCD

Sometimes the pain doesn't go away
We just find a new way to nurture it

I remember
I remember everything
Your mumbling
Your stuttering

I understand you were scared and got this cold cold shoulder
Turn your back on your daughter
To have kisses of your lover

I remember
My heart turned cold as December
But I have high hopes
I know the moon glows in the dark during winter

I know you'll say forgiveness is the way
What's the price I paid to harbor this pain

I got this OCD
Can't sleep cus the cycles go constantly
OCD
To deal with the remnants of these memories
OCD
My mind is trapping me
OCD
But I'm Living

I count everyday, all day
When I okay, when I'm afraid
Everything, a pattern, a test and trial
And no one understands
When I try to get it out

I go baseboards, window panes, eyes and ears
Am I insane?
Mailboxes, light post
Man, am I a freak show?
Toes, shoes, mops, brooms
Eyelashes and rocks too
No one will Understand it like I do

I got this OCD
Can't sleep cus the cycles go constantly
OCD
To deal with the remnants of these memories
OCD
My mind is trapping me
OCD
But I'm Living

I was present for the secrets
Hush now & don't let no one hear them
Always been real good at their keepin'
Until eventually I begin to feel it
I keep my feelings in
And people out
I never know where these thoughts go
Can't slow it down
Not on my own

I got this OCD
Can't sleep cus the cycles go constantly
OCD
To deal with the remnants of these memories
OCD
My mind is trapping me
OCD
But I'm Living

Written by:
Anna Jeffries

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