Zayfromthebay - Family Matters (feat. Lex Vibes)

I’ve been messed up
Kicked to the ground
Doesn’t mean I’m not the greatest
I’ve had my days yea, like Lord take me now
But I’m still pounding on the pavement
Leave it to me, I’ll be what I’ll be
Crucified just like my savior
I’m not ashamed yea, to said that I cry
It’s the pain that gives me life
Reminiscing on the past
I cry more than I tend to laugh
But y’all don’t even know half
Selfish you can label me
Been like this since the age of three
Sister crying out for attention
But I went missing
Focused on my mission
Crying out but I couldn’t hear
Losing you is my biggest fear
Love you but you’ll never know
Know that I can be ice cold
Forgive me and lets move on
You decided to leave home
But you didn’t hit my phone
Still haunts me til this day
Never recovered I’m not ok
Seen my life flash before my eyes
Somebody please tell me why
Thought I was going to die
Not ashamed to say that I cry
I’ve been messed up
Kicked to the ground
Doesn’t mean I’m not the greatest
I’ve had my days yea, like Lord take me now
But I’m still pounding on the pavement
Leave it to me, I’ll be what I’ll be
Crucified just like my savior
I’m not ashamed yea, to said that I cry
It’s the pain that gives me life
Everything in my life isn't great
Family resides in the same state
Yet we don't communicate
Can somebody please tell me why
Not ashamed to say I cry
At times I wish my feelings would die
Tried to bring us together
Seen the sun despite the bad weather
Not pointing fingers or placing blame
We can overcome this rain
Stay stressing
Cause of the things that really be on my brain
Learning lessons life is testing
Either we pass or we fail
Stay free or end up in jail
Hope I can write my all wrongs
Don't really like making sad songs
Seems like we are so blind
We can't rewind the time
Cousin only seem her uncle two times
Almost 5 that should be a crime
Just bringing light to the problems that we can't see
Every night i'm on my knees
Begging God please
Make things like they used to be
Our relationships aren't jolly
Wish everything was fine and dandy like Dolly
Wish everything was fine and dandy like Dolly
I’ve been messed up
Kicked to the ground
Doesn’t mean I’m not the greatest
I’ve had my days yea, like Lord take me now
But I’m still pounding on the pavement
Leave it to me, I’ll be what I’ll be
Crucified just like my savior
I’m not ashamed yea, to said that I cry
It’s the pain that gives me life

Written by:
XZAVIER NATT

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