Ferrini 41 - Ruins (Black)

There's nothing I can say to you
No one I can blame but myself
No words to explain to you
The guilt and all the shame that I felt
Nothing I can say to you
No one I can blame but myself
No words to explain to you
The guilt and all the shame that I felt

Tears rolling down as I try write this
Best I ever had and I hate it ended Like this
Turn to the mic cause I don't how to deal
Other than bottle and a couple yellow pills
And I know it's for real
But it feels like a dream
Play it in my head every time I go to sleep
See that bitches face sprawled out on the sheets
Now I'm all fucked up cause I know that ain't me
I was out of my head and I fucked up bad
Took the wrong road instead didn't know what I had
Til' I threw it all away for a hoe and I left you
I know we parted ways but I never will forget you

No one else to blame but myself
Riding through this Wave of emotion
Trynna find my way and I know that
I can't give you me til I know him

There's nothing I can say to you
No one I can blame but myself
No words to explain to you
The guilt and all the shame that I felt
Nothing I can say to you
No one I can blame but myself
No words to explain to you
The guilt and all the shame that I felt

I been up all night thinkin how I lost you
Say I'm alright but I'm not and I want you
To know I'd take it back and that I don't even understand
Wanna make it right but I know that I never can
Trynna let it be everything ain't what it seems
Think you know yourself til you walk into the weeds
Sittin all alone in a room with my head down
Look into the mirror I don't know who that is now
Made my own bed all I'm left with is Memories
I just hope you know and understand what you meant to me
Sorry doesn't cut it sometimes and I know that
Only thing I know is I'll never ever go back

No one else to blame but myself
Riding through this Wave of emotion
Trynna find my way and I know that
I can't give you me til I know him

There's nothing I can say to you
No one I can blame but myself
No words to explain to you
The guilt and all the shame that I felt
Nothing I can say to you
No one I can blame but myself
No words to explain to you
The guilt and all the shame that I felt

Written by:
Glenn Farina

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