T Gravez - Edicius

My chin is up, but my mind is low
I'm hurtin inside, please say it ain't so
I just wanna die, buried 6 feet below
I hate to say it, but I'm eerily close
I'm done with the drugs, I'm done with the fights
I'm in a dark place, I wanna see light
Don't bother to ask, I am not alright
The friends that I had, have gone out of
Sight

It's, too late to apologize and
Feels like I'm trapped in hell
Wish that I could take back my actions
Too late to call for help
This pain is fuckin erkin me
How can't you see I'm hurtin please
Just take me out of this world you see
I just cannot afford to bleed

There's nothin in this world I can do to try and change your mind
But if you look deep down inside my heart you're guaranteed to find
That there's still a light left inside just don't be blind
And try to see that I am genuinely tryin
Just please do not leave me behind

I've made some dumb decisions, I've made some bad mistakes
To get your friendship back, id do whatever it takes
I'm lost without you guys, everyone else is fake
Treated me with nothin but love and I replied with hate

I hate who I've become, can
No longer see the sun, can't
Believe my actions, and
Just look at what evils done
You kept me up when I was down
And now it's like no one's around
I hate this town, replace me now
Just take me out without a sound

Stuck by my side regardless of judgement
Trying to hard to be someone I wasn't
Maybe I'm buggin
I know what I did but I have to admit that
Without you im nothin
An asshole ya I been that
A shitty friend ya I been that
Never thought about my own impact
Goddamnit I just want my friends back

Stuck by my side regardless of judgement
Trying to hard to be someone I wasn't
Maybe I'm buggin
I know what I did but I have to admit that
Without you im nothin
An asshole ya I been that
A shitty friend ya I been that
Never thought about my own impact
Goddamnit I just want my friends back

Written by:
Bryden Turcotte

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