Christina Heart - Butterflies

I keep telling myself how much I suck
But my words start to blur
I'm not even sure if I'm really here
I'm speaking but can anyone hear?
So many words run around this mind
So many scars have been left on my heart
I go crashing plates on every Tuesday night
And still, nothing feels right
And suicide's just a glowin' exit sign

I hate myself and want to die
I hate myself and all I do is cry

What I do best is fall behind
My dream runs and I'm taking a nap
I can't catch up so why even try?
I'm screaming. I'm crying. I'm losing my surroundings

I hate myself and want to die
I hate myself and all I do is cry

So I sit back and I realize, I'm not really doing anything
In other words, I'm nothing
If I die right now, would I have anything to leave behind?
Is what I've done good enough to leave a mark?
Does anyone really know my name?
Does anyone wanna save my brain?

I'm too used to my own hands
I need someone else to hold me
I used to want to die before I make it to eighteen
But then, I learned to smile
I used to think I'd never make it past the next day
But hey, this is tomorrow

Written by:
Christina Heart

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