J.T.C "AUS" - Reunion
I'm sick of hearing you yelling I'm sick of hearing
You tell me how I'm supposed to be
I've lived 21 years without you here you see
I cryed tears in my younger years now
I fight my fears with my tongue
I spit rap now its my new thing hoping you would listen in
And hear the pain you've cause within
My time with you was thin I admit
It was good to finally see you in your skin
We Got along then smoked pot
Top grade we got so faded talked shit
Bout the music got confusing when you meet your dad after 7 years
You dont know what to do when you wanna just lose it
And prove that I've been doing good
I proceed to start drinking haven't been to London since I was 13 or somethin
Dad said I got drunk and was mumbling and stumbling judging me
Like I've done something to stunt him from meeting a perfect son
Who listened he should just keep wishing and stop bitching
Started over thinking told me I wasn't listening
S Flew back to home after a month Man calls up blowing me up
Like you haven't called me
I am your father you disrespect me and I'm gonna deck you
Fucking talking respect you have no fucking depth on parenthood
Yet you try lay it all on me like I have deceived you I'm in disbelief
We just flew to see you
My mum payed from Sydney to London and back just for nothing
Wondering why you fucked it all up man
Life without you was normal
Mum took
All up man
Life without you was normal
Mum took care I stay focused
You wernt there and you know it
Stop trying to take advantage of me I will never follow your lead
Please I've never needed you it was good to speak to you
But you got greedy to quick don't know who would do this
What you trying to prove its your son you pointing the gun at
Oh You decided to run now
For you this is getting fun now
Tying to bring me and mum down
No I'm not gonna back down this is a fact
Now you wanna act out you said you where real but I don't feel it
I hope you try to heal it
And next time you meet a girl make sure you seal it
Cause you left an angry kid with only a mother to protect
Letting you know not to play around and nigga you got her stressing
She is a blessing and you want to test it
I'm snapping your neck then pulling yours checks never forget
I won't have a role model till I am dead
Fuck what you said I hope you regret it
I know my kids never will get this
Lesson learnt different path take a turn life it burns get concerned
Make it worth take your time get in line not so fine
Saw a sign more to life get what's mine people lie
Got me tied up it's not right now bra
They gonna fist fight ya different types don't switch sides
Sit down for the ride gonna be a long night on the
Sit down for the ride gonna be a long night on the spinning rock that we call life
Does The abused become the abuser or
Do i get to choose a option of not being a cockhead
Change my ways and try to stop it
Written by:
Jacob Cesvette
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