Yung Bleach - Suicidal Thoughts on Vinyl

Everybody sad sometimes
We all know that shit
Back when depression hit
2017 Fucked me up so bad
I know that and so do you
So do my homies too
My brain feels so drained
Ease it up with all of the drink
Till I throw up into my sink
Yeah don't know what I think most of the time
Feels like I take a step forward then five steps back
Feels like I'll relapse till I collapse
But I'm feeling lucky cause I ain't OD yet
Don't even know what my momma would think
If she knew the shit that I do
Keep all of these secrets keep em from you
But fuck it I guess
Young and I'm stressed young and I'm dumb
I just wanna run
Run from my problems that I'm escaping
Try and fix it with a girl that I'm dating
But that won't help it that just complicates things
She doesn't understand no how it feels to be a man
Like me, man like me no
Wanna know why you hate me
Wanna know why you won't date me
Am I not worth soul-saving
Yes that's my heartbreaking
Guess my soul is for the taking
Demons around while I'm sleeping
Devils playground while I'm dreaming
My soul seeps when I'm bleeding
Either way, I'm dying so its finale
Suicidal thoughts on vinyl
Rinse and repeat let me sleep
Either way, I'm dying so its finale
Suicidal thoughts on vinyl
Pain is here to stay let me sleep
Either way, I'm dying so its finale
Suicidal thoughts on vinyl
If God exists I'm going to hell
Traded my soul for everything that I know
Used to have a heart of gold
Now my soul flew away to a different plane
Fucked on a bitch cheated on my girl
Threw her straight to the dirt
I just like to fuck up good things
Anything that happiness brings
Ain't coming my way let me sing
Sing my problems away pain always stays
Bitches come my way cause they like that I'm numb
So I fuck them till I cum
Then I run
Treat em like a problem tryna escape
I should prolly change my ways
Blame my hometown
Hate it with my guts
Filled with memories of my fuck ups
How am I supposed to grow as a person
When I took my feelings and curbed them
Yeah
Treat everything as lessons
Maybe then I'd have more blessings
Wanna know why you hate me
Wanna know why you won't date me
Am I not worth soul-saving
Yes that's my heartbreaking
Guess my soul is for the taking
Demons around while I'm sleeping
Devils playground while I'm dreaming
My soul seeps when I'm bleeding
Either way, I'm dying so its finale
Suicidal thoughts on vinyl
Rinse and repeat let me sleep
Either way, I'm dying so its finale
Suicidal thoughts on vinyl
Pain is here to stay let me sleep
Either way, I'm dying so its finale
Suicidal thoughts on vinyl

Written by:
Sam Cadwallender

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