Mr Bergstrom - That Night

Last night wasn't the best night of my life
To put it bluntly I really, really, really, really, really, really wanted to die
I couldn't control my emotions for a moment of peace
All I had going round my head were awful things about me

You're useless, worthless, unloved scum; you don't mean anything to anyone
Don't mean anything to anyone
You're useless, worthless, unloved scum; you don't mean anything to anyone
Don't mean anything to anyone

Now I know these sentiments aren't true but try challenging your brain when your body has no energy
And all your limbs are heavy, everything is in pain, and your thoughts are screaming KILL ME KILL ME
Most of the time I can just ignore the voices, but sometimes they get too loud to drown out
And suggest really bad choices. I made a really bad choice

I'm useless, worthless, unloved scum; you don't mean anything to anyone
Don't mean anything to anyone
I'm useless, worthless, unloved scum; you don't mean anything to anyone
Don't mean anything to anyone

So I took some pills and went to bed, hoping to never wake up
But morning broke and so did I, opening my tired eyes
No lust for life or spike in spirit, just the thought that in this moment, not that moment
I wouldn't make that choice

I'm not useless, worthless, unloved or scum and I do mean something to someone
I mean something to someone
I'm not useless, worthless, unloved or scum and I do mean something to someone
I mean something to myself

Written by:
Lara Hanson

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