xandr - Paranoid (Prod. Lucid Soundz)

Xandr, Xandr, Xandr...

I'm paranoid, oh
No it's not my choice, no
It's not my voice, oh
Me, myself, and I making mad noise
I'm paranoid, oh
No it's not my choice, no
It's not my voice, oh
Me, myself, and I making mad noise

Feels like I'm alone, in
This world I'm so hopeless
Feels like im alone in
I'm losing my soul with
Every emotion
Hell was the coldest
My breath was so thin
Drowning in thoughts of the ocean
It left me frozen

Xandr ain't back
No xanny relapse
Perhaps, after the fact
I signed on without needing a cast
Off the xans, so paranoia is back
And in my head all the voices are back
Telling me to do this, telling me to do that
Terror leaking the gas, paranoia's the mask
So I put on the mask, then I go get the mag
Gun in my face and all you hear is the blast

Paranoia, like everydays a hard stay
Insomnia flow, I don't even mark days
Glaucoma flow, eyes only seeing dark days
Pneumonia cold, ice runs into my heart's way

Get me a psychiatrist, stat
Before the violence is back
Seeing red like a psoriasis rash
Hate it all and like science that's facts
So kill me now before the virus attacks
Yeah, yeah, yeah...

I'm paranoid
It's not my
It's not my voice
I'm so
Hold up
(Hmmmmmm)
No one
I'm so paranoid

In my own prison
Don't want any visits
Or mentions of bad decisions
What coulda been and what isnt
The told yous, I shoulda listened
But if my life's really written
I'm never doing the picking
Just the one doing the risking
But it's all in my cognition
Different personas in position
Changing hearts without incisions
Shadows fight my intuition
Til my castle's fully withered

Withered
Symptoms
System

Demons are talking to me, man
How can I beat them?
I cannot see 'em
Don't wanna meet up
You heard them
You heard them
You hurt them

Are you there for certain?
Voices make me nervous
I don't know what's lurking
Please don't close the curtains
All that goddamn chirping
Man, I been a burden
High like where the birds been

Monsters aren't under your bed
They're inside your head
They're inside your head
Monsters
Monsters
(Don't keep them fed)
Monsters aren't under your bed
They're inside your head
They're inside your head
Monsters
Monsters

Written by:
Alexander Rojas

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