No Mud No Lotus - Chemical Drown

I breathe
I breathe, but am I whole or a shell?
I see my reflection but I can't fucking tell
I'm here, but I feel like I'm gone
There's a void in existing but it won't be for long
I feel, but it's a matter of time before the feeling fades away into a state of decay
I thought I had all the time in the world but I'm living in fear that I'm not in control

Can I wake up without being doused in a chemical drown?
Can I wake up without thinking too much? Enough is enough

I break every time I see the goddamn monster hidden in me
I shake off the weight of the weight of the world, but it's a lot to ask in a world so cold
I'm getting too used to this-my own personal bliss
I've locked myself in a cage-where my thoughts are untamed and I ask myself how?
Is it too late for me now?
When the world lets me down in this chemical drown

Mind imperfect
I'm imperfect

Written by:
Sergio Lopez Jr.

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