Often Spaced - Insecurities (prod. DJ C-Jay)

I got dark thoughts and doubts, insecurities I won't surface
Only way I'll let them serve us, is in a song form, revealing all my emotions for a dope purpose
So all can hear my message, I'll say no curses
Complications of impediments in my conversation
Im a schitzo, clouding my own mind with my contemplations
Off in the distance, My dark sides persistence, to pursue other interests, makes me pay
But Whats the cost of our existence? Macy gray
I try, but every action has an equal
An opposite, kinda like bizarro birthed a sequel
A composite of all my intentions makes me consulate
Myself, cuz i can't bear to see you with a great somebody else
Conspire that u cheating on me, I imply to smash a few like NSA sex with a rando to get back at you
Like Its jus what I have to do, i add it in a rap or two
I seem to forget thoughts I've fabricated
I don't really like what I've become so I jus have to hate it
I'm a dick, jerkin my own head around, I'm masturbated
It just doesn't add up, guess I just miscalculated
I'm unhappy with myself, I overcompensate
My sober conscience makes the same dumb choices that my shots will make
No progression, i expect my destiny to oscillate
Its got to wait, until I place decisions that I got to make
You dont really care what i say
These insecurities in our way
We too busy, fighting ourselves
Often detrimenting our health
Get to arguing and fussing... feelings hurt and cussing
Try to build foundation but jus finish with destruction
All because of insecurities
All because of insecurities
Yea, ha
Hold up, who's the dude u hugging smiling on
Looks like I'll get violent on, jealousy keeps piling on
Make me take tylenol, fight and call, words said
All these things Im thinking bout, outliers up in your bed
You dont really care what i say
These insecurities in our way
We too busy, fighting ourselves
Often detrimenting our health
Get to arguing and fussing... feelings hurt and cussing
Try to build foundation but jus finish with destruction
All because of insecurities
All because of insecurities
Yea, ha

Written by:
Gaffney Pierre

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