Mk-Tential - Better Off Lonely, Pt. 2

I’m deluded, a mess and my energy’s toxic
Multiple prayers just to help me stop it
I’m outta pocket I don’t wanna drag you down with me and I think that’s why I’m better off lonely
Better off lonely
Cry for help and then I push the people away
It’s almost like I do not wanna be saved
I’m stealing your heart and your soul before I run away and that’s why I think I’m better off lonely
Better off lonely
I’m deluded and a mess
Every day I’m depressed and I feel like a walking time bomb
A self-proclaimed waste of space and you always tried to convince me that I’m wrong
But I’m stubborn
Drowning in negativity I can’t take your love
You were never the problem I was
I’ve just reached a point in life where I know where my head is
And I know where I’m heading, to the pits of hell
What would make it burn much more is if I was to drag you there as well
But I can’t do that
I love you more than I love myself
The sacrifice hurts if you can’t tell by now it’s clear that
I’m deluded, a mess and my energy’s toxic
Multiple prayers just to help me stop it
I’m outta pocket I don’t wanna drag you down with me and I think that’s why I’m better off lonely
Better off lonely
Cry for help and then I push the people away
It’s almost like I do not wanna be saved
I’m stealing your heart and your soul before I run away and that’s why I think I’m better off lonely
Better off lonely
If only things were different and I had a change of heart our love could be a work of art
I don’t wanna be a problem I’d rather pray from a distance and watch you go far
Beauty and the beast but this time the ending varies
The beast won’t transform into a prince so don’t get your hopes up darling
Stuck in a cycle of wanting to end everything and destroy the whole world
But I cannot do it as long as it means you're effected I will not hurt you I swear
I didn’t let you go ‘cause I no longer cared
But I know you’re better without here, I’m scared I know
I’m deluded, a mess and my energy’s toxic
Multiple prayers just to help me stop it
I’m outta pocket I don’t wanna drag you down with me and I think that’s why I’m better off lonely
Better off lonely
Cry for help and then I push the people away
It’s almost like I do not wanna be saved
I’m stealing your heart and your soul before I run away and that’s why I think I’m better off lonely
Better off lonely

Written by:
Malik Neal

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