Misl - Fake Apologies

Dear God
I've been talking to you lately
And I need help right now
Dear God
I am tired of me lately
So can you help me out

I've been craving sin but my soul dying now
And I've been chasing things that have kept me bound

I don't wanna fight you
I don't wanna die too
I don't feel like changing
But can you change me
Yeah that don't work
Yeah I gotta change
Gotta stop the flirt
Or do I stop the hurt
Can you take this pain
Can you take this sin
Can you change my fate
Yeah yeah
I think I know why I failed
I just fail 'cause I'm blind yea
I don't like yeah
Doing this die yeah
Kill me but keep me alive

Why do I walk to what breaks me?
Why when I fall you embrace me?
Why am I going on with this faking?
I know I'm a christian and I know we aren't perfect so why am I afraid to admit all my sinning?
Why am I afraid of what other people may think?
I went to camps but never went up 'cause I was so afraid of what someone would be thinking.
But back to the topic
Just let me confess
Imagine this 10 year old watching porn
In the morning
So messed up
I'm disgusted way more than you are
I hate the fact that it stayed with me this long
So far
My heart
Is falling apart
Knowing that I might end up in the fire
So God can you help me out
Can you help me out

Fake apologies
I feel like I'm telling ya
Fake apologies
Fail say sorry then I repeat

Man I hate it
And yes I debate
Question my entire
Messed up situation
I don't blame God
'Cause I created
This whole problem
Oh yeah I gave in
This is my fault
But I'm a human
It don't make it fine
Yuh
I'm just saying it
So y'all don't come at me
I admit it
I admit it I've had done many failures

Yeah and I hate the fact that I apologize
To the God of mine
'Cause then with a sigh
And not to my surprise
I continue to sin inside my mind
Then it eventually reaches my outside
Then I run around that whole cycle for like six or five
Years of my life
Oh I wish I can apologize

So God I ask for your forgiveness for another time
Sorry I have been clinging to sin and it has been keeping me blind
Oh I know my future's down in the lake or up in the third sky
Yeah I know eternal life
Yeah I know its dire

I got a message for you devil and all of your demons
I know your plan is to take as much people into your kingdom
But I wont be one of them
Send me your demons I run from them
Or I will hit them with bible scripts
Shut up devil I ain't playing here
Shut up devil I ain't playing here

Written by:
Misael Rodriguez

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