Jacob Didas - Restless

Restless in the day and night
Hopin on a way to get this off my mind
Battling my feelings I 'aint feelin right
Waitin for the future all my waking life

I can make the ground shake when I'm at this
Slow movin' but know I'm provin what
Lies beyond all that wackness and that fake s**t
Let me at this, sat quietly up in the back
Studying upon their gimmicks illusory in their vision
And ooh it's got me livid I'm findin' I'm on a mission
Heavily armored unit is inbound
Runnin' and gunnin' duckin' the fire that we sent down
Skippin' the formality got 'em turning they back round
Fully focused hearin' 'em comin you feel that beast sound
Negativity never seemin' to matter stuck up in the illusion
Little focus upon the masses
But the fact is it's all symptomatic
I'm in a restless mind, just waitin' for it back down

Restless in the day and night, yeah I'm on a mission
Trying to get this wreck up off my mind, battlin' my feelings
Safe to say that I ain't living right, feelin' like I'm stuck here
I been waiting patient all my life
Hit em all off with the coffin, I been, shaken, thinkin' way too much
Stuck up here so often, sinking, faking, drinkin' way too much
Wakin' up regardless the hollowness follows
Safe to say that I'm off in illusion, lost in a thought loop
So what, am I lost or improving?
But still I'm...

Stuck up in a maze it 'aint amazing!
Masochistic, I'm a sucker for the hazing
Follow me into it get lost in the phrasing
Head down forward in this path that I'm blazing
Don't ever equate truth with their praising
All they can see is their own their own box of beliefs when they gaze in
Clingin' to falsehood in a basement, shaken

Basically we follow perceptions
Can you blame us how we make sense of this
A narrow procession of these misdirections keep taking us
Away from away the truth, our own distorted reality
Clinging to what we thought it was ooh it's such a tragedy
But it had to be this way, try the separate the dark from the light
The day from the night see it ain't black and white
So the coldness it never stays, but cycles
Necessary recycling between the highs and these lows
Pillars that hold up the spiral (Hold on)
So everything that I hate and despise as a part of my life
Is linked up into a higher dimension of things that
Occur just beyond my sight? (That can't be right)
Yeah I hear what they're saying, talking like...
I'm a distinct individual, disconnected from deeper quanta
No atoms here I'm simply made of cinnabuns and fanta
Man i walk around this world waste deep up in my problems
But consider just for a second these woes are destined to blossom

Rolling, rolling through my landscape
Confusion turns to wisdom turns to vision in the right place
At the right time, turn the lights on
See the shadow fall into the background
It's a new day, with a new sound
See the past pain sorta came back around

And ooh they told me this would happen
Clearly more to life now that limits are hard to fathom
I been stuck inside my head for so long forgot reality
I'm here to live, all these lows
Watch em pass right through when you just...

Open up the window let it all fall out
Open up your eyes and watch it all rain down
Open up your mind and see it's obvious we're not on our own
Not on your own (Yea)

Open up the window let it all fall out
Open up your eyes and watch it all rain down
Open up your mind and see it's obvious we're not on our own
Not on your own (Yea)

Open up the window let it all fall out
Open up your eyes and watch it all rain down
Opened up my heart I'm seeing clearly now I'm not my own
Not my own...

Written by:
Jacob Didas

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