Kyla Jade - Russian Roulette
A little bit of wind in my face, a little bit of rain on my skinA little bit of something else to feel, bring me back again
A little bit of coffee to keep me warm
A little bit of shelter from the storm
A little bit of heartache to keep me broken
And a flower to say I'm yours
A lotta bit of troubles to drag me down
A lotta bit of beggin you to stick around
And a whole lot extra wonderin why I'm here
This isn't a song about suicide
Maybe it is but don't even try
To stop me, cause I wasn't gonnna do it anyways
This is a song about wanting to die
Or tryna kill the person inside
Cause it's not me, and I don't know when it was
A little bit of self hatred to teach me right
A little bit of bad dreams to keep me up all night
I've grown to be what I despise
It's never so simple on the inside
It rocks me, like an uncomfortable baby
5 years ago, I played a game with a sick twisted chemical
I took handful of pesticides and
Cried myselt to sleep that night singin
Give me good news Russian roulette
Tell me I was meant to live
Tell me I will get through this
Tell me life will have some give
I always scream into this empty abyss
It's death that knocks in moments like this
We never think about what we would miss
If we jumped into that empty abyss
Written by:
Kyla Wall
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