Aye-Jay - Small Talk

Life’s meant to be splendid
But right now, I feel so jaded
What? I think I’m wasted
Cigarette smoke I think I’m fading
Cup full of inhibitions
Down my drink don’t need permission
Wash down all of my ambitions
Threw away my intuition
Right now I’ve lost my rhythm
Bitch I think I’m loosing vision
Feeling waved with indecision
Why does myself feel so distant?
Kill myself through slow attrition
Anxious thoughts, abort the mission
Aim the gun at my conviction
Pull the trigger, no religion
I feel like I’m running from myself
Nowadays This tree is the only thing that helps
Or does it make it worst ... I don’t know
I forgot how I handled things before
My conscience is becoming confused
To the point that I attempted the noose
Friendships that were tight now loose
The ones I didn’t want to lose
Never switched up or upgraded
Just Gave my love to someone who wasnt faded
Tried to explain how I feel
But you felt attacked
I really didn’t mean to make you feel like that
Life’s meant to be splendid
But right now, I feel so jaded
What? I think I’m wasted
Cigarette smoke I think I’m fading
Cup full of inhibitions
Down my drink don’t need permission
Wash down all of my ambitions
Threw away my intuition
Right now I’ve lost my rhythm
Bitch I think I’m loosing vision
Feeling waved with indecision
Why does myself feel so distant?
Kill myself through slow attrition
Anxious thoughts, abort the mission
Aim the gun at my conviction
Pull the trigger, no religion

Written by:
Josh Mitchell

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