Stud - We Had a Deal

Winter 2017, yeah I was still tied down (Oops)
You handed me a knife and so I turned my life around
No you weren't the key and I wasn't the lock
But man through you I broke to fucking free
To lead the life I love

I had to learn a lot about myself, how I behave
No, I wan't quite used to love acting in different ways
And for every step I took a thousand lessons crossed my path
Oh I learned more in one whole month than in previous years that passed

Everything I feel, it's all on me we had a deal I know that, I know that
Every sad lovesong that I write knows that it belongs to us, to us

And with every card I play you see right through my pokerface
That's a fact
Everything I feel it's all on me we had a deal
I know that

No I don't think I'll ever get quite over you at all
Cause you're the man who taught me about rising when you fall
I fear the day that I will see you with another girl
Smiling at her like she is you whole damn fucking world

And with that thought I can feel my heart is breaking slow
But to be frank that ist the only way I'll ever grow
I don't know if you mind games worked or if we shared a bond
But this is how I feel and for once I'll be upfront

Everything I feel it's all on me we had a deal I know that, I know that
Every sad livelong that I write knows that it belongs to us, to us

And with every card I play you see right through my pokerface
That's a fact
Everything I feel it's all on me we had a deal
I know that

It's not love, it's lust putting on a mask
It's not truth, not trust, obsessiveness at best
I cope with demons, when they creep up for a chat
Yes, I put this on paper to remind me of

Everything I feel it's all on me we had a deal I know that, I know that
Every sad livelong that I write knows that it belongs to us, to us

And with every card I play you see right through my pokerface
That's a fact
Everything I feel it's all on me we had a deal
I know that

Written by:
Julia Hingst

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