Found in December - White Noise

The silence is deafening
Sleep with the fan on, white noise, shivering
Cold, lonely, it's dark
These four walls, they talk
"You're better off alone"
Depart from myself, it's all I've known
I thought when I'm older I would have less to hold
My mind is full

Becoming numb is all I want
I don't wanna feel a thing anymore
Trapped in the dark, falling apart, once again
Losing what I loved the most, has it taken its toll on me yet?
And I'm growing cold

I lost sight last summer
What do I want?
Where do I go from here?
And I lost myself this evening
Who am I? Where do I belong?

(I thought I'd eventually get over this feeling, you know?
Yeah
But with every passing day, I just don't feel anything changing
It'll happen, just let time fix it
It's been fucking years, I've felt like this, I wanna feel different, I wanna feel happiness but I just think of nothing Ever lasts... what's the point?
You'll find your way, everything takes time
No, times taking too long)

Written by:
Samuel Parkin

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