Tony Newbury - H.I.A.F.

I think that I’m out of compliments
And my options are really getting to me
To put a bullet thru em or to put a bullet thru me
Reading the signs I take
Through all the lines I have
Do I proceed to reach for what you say I couldn’t grab
I’m getting closer everyday the struggle getting thinner
In a direction that’s farther away from yesterday
For all the disbelief I had to go and set aside
I believe this here my own rebirth
You wanna know just how it feels straight from the start
A couple years from now I hope I say I used my heart
Remember starting way beneath the rocks in the basement
And when I’m looking back I can’t wait til I say we made it
I saw light beams
You had pipe dreams
But couldn’t hold a grind
So how’s that on me
In just a year I think I did more to the candle than you did in 45
You really lost me at hi
Keep going til goodbye
The whole world wanna see me goin' ape-shit
Sometimes I wish I were just flying in a spaceship
You hating on the fact you know that imma make it
If heaven were a fantasy think I would change it
The whole world wanna see me goin ape-shit
Sometimes I wish I were just flying in a spaceship
You hating on the fact you know that imma make it
If heaven were a fantasy think I would change it
It really makes me sick
How really it’s a fact
The ones you give a chance will hold a blade to your back
You put your love out on your sleeve, no they don’t like that
The way they told you how they be, now they ain’t like that
I guess the tides have changed
Your temperature is rising
I hope your made for passing up on what would soon be flying
Cause you’ll be looking foolish
I hope you see it thru
Now tell me what you want from me what I’m supposed to do
Cause I tried things I’d only do for you
It wasn’t good enough no I just wasn’t good for you
If this the way it’s meant to me I hope you let me choose
I don’t feel like fighting over something that I knew I’d lose
About my life, put it on a track
Cop a couple plays, a retweet, pull it back
Therapy throughout these sessions
Mix it on a basis
I just hope I feel accepted when you make me famous
The whole world wanna see me goin ape-shit
Sometimes I wish I were just flying in a spaceship
You hating on the fact you know that imma make it
If heaven were a fantasy think I would change it
The whole world wanna see me goin ape-shit
Sometimes I wish I were just flying in a spaceship
You hating on the fact you know that imma make it
If heaven were a fantasy think I would change it

Written by:
NICHOLAS LIRIM LORENZO

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