Campaign Maka - Growing Pains /My Father's Reflection

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Hey Grandpa, It's Me Maka
I love You so much
I miss you more more everyday
I wish you were here

Amen
I love you Grandpa
I love you Grandma

It's like sometimes I get this weird Feeling.
And it's like I can feel you here with Me.

While I'm staring at this blank Canvas
Thinking to myself like damn I got to Leave Kansas
Last year I wanted to be the hottest On the campus
Same year my grandpa died of his Cancer

I wish I could have visit
I'm sorry I missed it
I can't believe a sickness it let you Diminish
When I see your picture I get mixed Feelings
It's like your still here and I can still Feel you

People they only love you when its Beneficial
Only when you up they want to deal With you
But when you at your lowest will They still feel you
It's hard to find the ones to keep it Real with you

It's hard to keep my composure
Twas the toughest october
My cousin' nem trying to treat me Like I'm the one getting over
And he knows I still love him
Got to act like I don't know him
Cause i'm still gone be the same Wether I'm high or I'm Sober

Why you aint call me
When you salty
Even when its groggy
I'm still in Arms Reach
Cause I never been faulty
I've been all me
I'm solid as the concrete
Not a copy
Do you got me

I should never have to question who Got me
Why they making me feel like I got To question who got me

Wrote this for my baby Nova thats My only child
They ask me what keeps me going I Say its her smile
Know her mama campaige she gone Hold me down
I got lost on the way but im focused Now

I did this for my mama with her big Heart
I hope they never ever tear you and Your son apart
I hope that one day we can all have a Fresh start
But until that day just like my pops I Got to grind hard

Remember when you fall its how you Get up
Thats what Deuce told me in there Doing sit ups
For all my family locked down I send You big ups
Keep your chest poked out and your chin up

I had to put the past behind me
So when you see me doing good dont Remind me
Cause I always knew who I'll be
I'm that Rose, that bloomed from the Concrete

I mean I was unchained
I seen the things I wanted
I went after it
I wanted more in life
I searched for a financial gain
Intelligence

If your self motivated
The missions different
You put in the work
You'll be rewarded
It ain't easy
It gets hard
You have to be dedicated

Sometimes you lead by example Without even trying to lead
You just do the things that's right

A lot of niggas talk loud and don't say Nothing
Just let the money speak for itself
Sometimes it does the loudest talking

Some of these men and women are Focused on the drama
But me I'm more focused on the Commas

They say, well ima say
Stay humble, be patient and have Grace
In the Midst of the struggle
You can always find faith
And when you stumble
Just pick up the pace

I know it's hard to break bread if Everybody is trying to eat off your Plate

In this life, on earth
It's like a chessboard
Everything has to be calculated and Strategic
With thoughtful movements

These niggas love to set fire to a Bridge
Then run across it with Gasoline Drawls on
Don't drown trying to catch a wave
Cause it's like niggas want to swim With sharks
Jump in head first
And dont even know how to swim

Written by:
Kredeise Jackson, Makale'a Jackson

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