In the Air - Addict (feat. Ryan O'leary)

I know I’ve changed
But the past fucking hasn’t
Can’t even show my face
I’m too embarrassed of what’s happened
Now that the bottles empty
Its time to check the cabinet
I’ll take every pill I see
Who’s got time for regret?
I don’t know where I’m going and I don’t really care
I won’t go it alone
This bottles my home
My sanctuary
Now I lay me down to sleep
This secrets hard to keep
Day in and day out
I fight the urge
And it's killing me
If I get lost along the way
Won’t you bury all of my mistakes?
Cause its always just so hard for me to let go
Just so hard for me to let go
I’m spiraling down while you watch unknowing
I’ll take it to the grave before ever showing
What your son, your brothers become
An addict, a slave
So I lie straight to your face
Another one down
Inside I’m screaming
And I love
Every second of this hell
Every second
You must fight
With everything you’ve got
A battle is a battle
Internal or not
You are the only one
Who can do this
So save yourself

Written by:
Phillip Pierce

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