Young Pagan - Lessons

I have seen so many faces
With their hopes and expectations
In a war with myself
But they don't want an explanation
They just want another hit
Wanna see me get big
Well shit
I can't blame them, that's why I'm here
But that is not who I is
You should make more bangers
Something to put on at the club
Do you ever see me there
Anything sounds good when you're buzzed
I make music I love
Just ask my heart, it's on my sleeve
Like a permanent scar
It's shining though in my beats
Inner circle locked up like Fort Knox
Smaller than smallpox
Lately I've been paranoid in the studio with the door locked
But above it all, you know I don't stop
Gonna pop
Haters they be doubting so I wanna prove them wrong
All the fans still be waiting for another song
But I'm all blocked up
I don't wanna mock up
Like I just woke up
I don't feel as strong
Lately I've been under pressure
I don't know who I am
I thought I could make it
But sometimes I feel like a scam
Don't quite know where I'm going
But deep down I know I'm the man
I'ma keep it pushing till everyone know who I am
I'm a sheep in wolf's clothing
You may know who I am but you don't know me
I wear my heart, and lately it's been loathing
You may think you do, but trust me
You don't know me
Catch me smiling that is the old me
I've been under pressure I've been more controlling
I'm a sheep in wolf's clothing
It's hard to see yourself change not for the best
I used to be so happy, now I feel like I'm always stressed
Between the music and my life
Two targets I might have missed
I could give up, call it quits
But that is not who I is
Have you ever seen me give up, no
Ever asked for a handout, no
Bet you'll only see me grinding, riding
While everyone else is climbing slow
Got a feeling that I'm gonna blow
But I'm strapped for cash and not C4
Wonder why I'm feeling lower than the sea floor
God damn I can't take it no more cause
Lately I've been under pressure
I don't know who I am
I thought I could make it
But sometimes I feel like a scam
Don't quite know where I'm going
But deep down I know I'm the man
I'ma keep it pushing till everyone know who I am
I'm a sheep in wolf's clothing
You may know who I am but you don't know me
I wear my heart, and lately it's been loathing
You may think you do, but trust me
You don't know me
Catch me smiling that is the old me
I've been under pressure I've been more controlling
I'm a sheep in wolf's clothing
I have seen so many faces
With their hopes and expectations
In a war with myself
But they don't want an explanation
They just want another hit
Wanna see me get big
Well shit
I can't blame them, that's why I'm here
But that is not Young Pagan
I'm a sheep in wolf's clothing
You may know who I am but you don't know me
I wear my heart, and lately it's been loathing
You may think you do, but trust me
You don't know me
Catch me smiling that is the old me
I've been under pressure I've been more controlling
I'm a sheep in wolf's clothing
I'm a sheep in wolf's clothing

Written by:
Brady Earnshaw

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