I AM Jory - Qtsnail

Hey yo I miss you
The past two weeks been hella rough
Met a bad dude and I fell in love
I get why you left and I accept your apology
But pardon me as I disappear and never speak to you again
No one wants my heart and that's fine
I'll always be your buddy on the sideline
Never your best friend it's a lie every single time
I can never think of you without feeling like shit
Cause now my stomachs digging a pit n and I never seem to fit in
An outcast in some misfits
A misprint in a list of mistakes I chase the pain that never ends
I tend to hit send and hope you come back so I guess I'm an idiot
Cause I hope one day to say I love you one last time

I'm not gonna sugar coat it
You make me feel like shit
I don't want a hi hello how are you now
Please say goodbye and block me
Cause at least I give goodbyes

Why you wanna hurt me so bad
Loved you so dearly why you gotta ghost like that
I'm laying in my bed staring at the unread
Wondering what the fuck I must have said that led to no goodbye
I ain't gonna lie it hurt so deep
I'm losing every night of sleep
I can't tell if its a bad thing
I miss the way you would sing and talk about your days they were always long
I hope you are okay and I hope you are happy
I don't mind being in the past as long as you don't let me feel like it's the present
Why you wanna make me so sad
Why you gotta hurt me so bad
I try my best to give the love deserved and never raise any cursed words
Why you gotta ghost like that

I'm not gonna sugar coat it
You make me feel like shit
I don't want a hi hello how are you now
Just say goodbye and block me
Cause at least I give goodbyes

If I'm honest then I'm hurting hella bad
You don't give a fuck and your living your life
You said you miss me and I said I'm sorry
You said I'm glad
You said I'm glad that you're back
Then why are you gone
Then why did you go

I'm not gonna sugar coat it
You make me feel like shit
I don't want a hi hello how are you now
Just say goodbye and block me
Cause at least I give goodbyes

Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I don't know what I did
I don't like missing you
But I really do

Written by:
Jory Sage-Girten

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