Jachin Kedar - Lost..

Yeah
Shout out Lex
Jus
Ace
Brianna
Check
I told myself last time was the last time
That I would write about you
That I would write about us
I would write about trust
I would write about the love that I mistaken for lust
Wait
Other way around, vice versa
I don’t mean to slander yo name don’t take it personally
I can’t believe that you would leave me like that
Well I guess I should've guessed it by the way that she'd act
When I told her that I loved her it’s the way she’d react
Every time we’d gotten close he’d find a way to retract
And I knew I deserved than she
But every time I would leave
The weight of my world was pulling me back
So
I went back
Obviously
A toxic summer so I be feeling that honestly
Stupid me, truthfully was abusing me
And what was worse than me losing you I was losing me
You had me, second guessing myself
Not even looking in the mirror to reflect on myself
And all the battling with flaws, and writing all of my wrongs
Just left me with battle scars, and neglecting my health
I should've
I should've listened to my friends
But I like sitting in movies and watching the credits end
The lights be coming on
The conversation begins
About all what really happened and would we see it again
But
Everything don’t need a sequel
Same characters, problems I seen the previews
And we had a chance to write it over again
Restarting it from the start, another season on the renew
But shawty we don’t need no redo
Martin and Gina the actin is all see through
Listening to yo lies
And telling you I believe you
And feeling the sparks fly
Every time that I would see you
That shit was bad for my health
Physically and mentally I really wasn’t myself
And see I dropped a couple classics pick em up off the shelf
Every song that I was writing was a cry out for help
But
See really I hate asking
I’m ready to receive the venting but I hate passing
See
I love, love and I love it with a passion
So when it’s bound to hit me you never gone catch me scramblin
Shit
Okay I’m ramblin
But I see I fall and fall hard like a mannequin
So when I fall without arms
And it’s bound to cause harm
Man I wonder if I ever wanna stand again
It’s like I’m floating and hoping to see land again
Part of me is cool
The other part of me panicking
Part of me is a fool
The other part of me’s adequate
Part of me writes for you
The other part is like damn again?
And what’s worse over all
Part of me sayin fuck you
And part of me wants to call
Part of me’s still in love
And part me wants to fall
Right back into your arms
And back again in yo heart
But see
The rest of me knows better
I found a recipe for happiness it goes better
So when I find an instrumental
When I get a pen and pencil
When I get to writing, reciting it flows better
And I’ve been struggling with priorities
So let me end with an apology
To somebody special that just really wanted all of me
But I was selfish and could only give her part of me
So sorry Kyra, you got caught up in my situation
I really hated that I couldn’t show reciprocation
Because I knew what you deserved
And that was dedication
I made mistakes, a minute late
And now it’s time to face em
Shit
You was everything I could ask for
But I fumbled the bag, and now I’m payin cash for it
You humbled me bad , and I aint even ask for it
Man I’m stuck in the past, so now I gotta fast forward
So
No more dwelling
I had to get this off my chest, the shit was swelling
I know I paint alot of women as the villain
But really loving myself is the only thing that I’m feeling that I’m
Failing so I need to improve
If only they would teach it in school
But I’d prolly skip class tryna chase and grip ass
This self destructive behavior's the reason we couldn’t last but
Y'all know niggas never learn
Shit, atleast until it’s too late
And girl you taught my ass a lesson
So shit maybe it was true fate
I ain’t even plan to drop this
But Jus told me she would cop it
I got a big fear of floppin
But I’ll be sharing my heart
Till I’m in the coffin
I heard this beat I was chillin
Got in my feelings go figure
And so I wrote yo ass a verse
So I’m guessing I was triggered
Yeah
Shit, I guess
Lost

Written by:
JACOB MOORE

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