Startheonly1ne - Letter to You

Permanent scars
From all this pain you left
Heart getting full
This shit too
Much to carry
Closest ones
Be lying to me
That’s the shit
That scare me
I feel like
I been blind to
It it’s hard
To trust who near me
Wrapping this in plastic where my pain gon go
Lost another soul that I won’t see no more
I’m so numb to all
This shit
Swear I can’t feel
No more
Why all the fake
Love look so real
Like it’s a
Tv show
I been loosing my
Mind tryna figure out where I
Went wrong
It’s like you right by my side
Then I look up and
Now you gone
That’s why I never
Think twice
Bout showing
Love before
They gone
Cause all you left
With is some memories
When the ones
You love called home
Been using all these drugs tryna visit heaven
Can see the hurt in my eyes
This pain been getting heavy
What I put really disguise
How really I been feeling
Why do they love you when
You die but hate you when you living
Been using all these drugs tryna visit heaven
Can see the hurt in my eyes
This pain been getting heavy
What I put really disguise
How really I been feeling
Why do they love you when
You die but hate you when you living
Got no one by my side when I be feeling all alone
Some times I break down and cry
Cause I don’t know how to hold
On
Drop to my knees asking
Why you had to call my people home
It’s like the ones you love the most
Can only talk thru a headstone
I close my
Eyes and I all see is you
Living body
With no heart
Bitch I’m
The living proof
I'm Missing you
This hurt hit different
I can’t visit you
Never thought
I’d see day
The
Where
I’d be
Grieving you
Time goin by
I’m still screaming your name
Using these
Pills tryna coupe
With the pain
Look what
You left
Went down memory
Lane After
All of
These
Years
You choose
To leave me in pain
I can’t blame
You it’s just
So much
To handle
A piece of me
Left when you
Left
You left my
Heart
Dismantled
A broken soul
That can’t be fixed
I just been
Left in shambles
Seen some tears
Fall from my eyes
That’s when I wrote
This letter
Been using all these drugs tryna visit heaven
Can see the hurt in my eyes
This pain been getting heavy
What I put really disguise
How really I been feeling
Why do they love you when
You die but hate you when you living
Been using all these drugs tryna visit heaven
Can see the hurt in my eyes
This pain been getting heavy
What I put really disguise
How really I been feeling
Why do they love you when
You die but hate you when you living

Written by:
KYRIAN MCMICHAEL

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