Mike Blazed - Heroin Killed My Friends

Look me in my eyes
See the lies
Cries
Coming from inside
Why do I try to hide
From the devil he's alive
Keep heavy metal by my side
Heat on my head though I'll be fine
Cracks in my halo I'm just blind
Stacking that peso ease my mind
Laughing away deep down I'm dying
Wish I didn't miss your call that time
Cause heaven is a place that's hard to find
But hell is a place too close to mind
Ghost in a shell feel so confined
Closer to death I've been towing that line
Fucking with drugs the sniff-able kind
Days like this and simpler times
Flat rock nights spitting them rhymes
Breaking me down not breaking my spine
Born in the mud had to climb out the grime
Slaving away for a couple of dimes
Hate every day but I've been on my grind
Show me the way or send me a sign
Cause in this abyss where the sun don't shine
I'm sick of this shit sorry to whine
If there's a god and they are divine
Then forgive the sins of your flawed design
Show me the way send me a sign
In this abyss where the sun don't shine
Sick of this shit sorry to whine
If there's a god and they are divine
Then forgive the sin of your flawed design

Living in a life of sin
Percocet and Vicodin
Trying to hide the lies within
See my demons I get high with them
Man I miss you how can I pretend
Wishing you were here my friend
Lost my boy to heroin
Living in a life of sin
Percocet and Vicodin
Trying to hide the lies within
See my demons I get high with them
Man I miss you how can I pretend
Wishing you were here my friend
Lost my boy to heroin

Recollection of depression on my brain
It's insane
Second guessing everything that I've been saying
Reflection of a sinner window pane
I been standing in the shade
Weeping willows in the rain
It's a struggle to maintain
Look
You don't want to live my life
Lost more friends to the heroin alright
Now its so hard to sleep at night
Let down my guard in the back there's a knife
We grew apart and my sis died twice
Deal with the devil and you paid the price
Now she on top living real nice
I'm full of hate I guess that is my vice
Want to let go but I'm fueled by spite
When I see them hoes they get bucked on sight
If it's time to die I won't miss that flight
Getting high I see satellites
Just a parasite with an appetite
Snorting lines by the candle light
I can't handle Mike
Like I lost my ways
Never knew the cost it took to play
Walk like a boss with all that weight
Got double crossed cause most y'all fake
Love is a thing that's hard to take
When you're sick like me no heart to break
Wish I could love and let go of the hate
Making my fate I just want to be great
Wish I could love and let go of the hate
Making my fate I just want to be great

Living in a life of sin
Percocet and Vicodin
Trying to hide the lies within
See my demons I get high with them
Man I miss you how can I pretend
Wishing you were here my friend
Lost my boy to heroin
Living in a life of sin
Percocet and Vicodin
Trying to hide the lies within
See my demons I get high with them
Man I miss you how can I pretend
Wishing you were here my friend
Lost my boy to heroin

Written by:
Michael Schulden

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