Drop the Girl - Palette

I'll break myself wide open
Leave my insides exposed
Yellow like you guessed it
Watch my courage decompose
Like a martyr to a lost cause
I let my fear drag me down
I swear that I'm trying
I swear that I'm trying now

I'm starting to slip back again
I'm trying but I'm struggling
All these voices running through my head
These pills can make me feel alive
But make me wish I were dead

I'll paint myself from head to toe
In a color that makes me feel the lowest of lows
Once a happy vibrant hue
Now I'm just a shade of melancholy blue
But I'm so tired of feeling numb
Like the world doesn't need me
Like I'm never enough
Maybe I'm just a shade of grey
Or maybe I'm a color that means I'm okay

I'm starting to slip back again
I'm trying but I'm struggling
All these voices running through my head
These pills can make me feel alive
But make me wish I were dead
I'm starting to slip back again
I'm trying but I'm struggling
All these voices running through my head
These pills can make me feel alive
But make me wish I were dead

All I ever wanted
Was to feel okay
All I ever needed
Was to be proud of me

I'm starting to slip back again
I'm trying but I'm struggling
All these voices running through my head
These pills can make me feel alive
But make me wish I were dead
I'm starting to slip back again
I'm trying but I'm struggling
All these voices running through my head
These pills can make me feel alive
But make me wish I were dead

Written by:
Michael Owens

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