paintriiip - STUCK! (feat. Salim ALi)

Stuck in my head, nowhere to go
Surrounded by them, still feel alone
Better off dead and rightfully so
I’m on the edge and nobody knows
Hell isn’t too far away from here
Don’t wanna cry for another year
Don’t wanna sing just for them to hear
Tryna stay up but the end is near
Hard to escape the feeling, I swear
Hard to know if they really care
Hard to know if what I’m doing is worth it
When I just keep falling out of nowhere
Leave behind the memories you keep of me, my love
And keep in mind, you’ll always shine and I’ll be up above
Leave behind the memories you keep of me, my love
And keep in mind, you’ll always shine and I’ll be up above
Falling back into the same patterns I go
Rinsing and repeating so often that I don’t grow
I think too much and not enough, it’s odd but that’s the flow
That I been on, I wanna stop but I can’t seem to take control
What happened to me? I never used to be this way
I have so much to live for but all I do is complain
How every day’s the same thing, the only thing I maintain
Is unhelpful thoughts like a virus in my mainframe
But I wish I had the answers
I wish what I do mattered, I wish I healed faster
I wish for eternal peace for now and here and after
I wish that all the tears I cried of pain were tears from laughter
But ain’t shit really funny now and everything is money now
I’ve loved everyone but still haven’t learned how to love me now
Started at the bottom but ain’t a thing that’s above me now
Nothing is for certain, still don’t know who I’m becoming now
Who I am
Can change
Any minute now
Who I’ve become
Finally getting out
Finally getting out

Written by:
Heidern Monje, Salim Boykin

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