paintriiip - PLAYTIME

Everything is better when it’s playtime
And the smiles come alive in the daytime
My god
Oh my god
And we had enough time just to waste time
Now we only see each other on FaceTime
My god
Oh my god
Life is just so different, I don’t think it’ll be what it was, yeah
Tryna catch a high of what it was, at least a buzz, yeah
Had a lot of drive even when I took the bus, yeah
I had all my friends and somebody I could trust, yeah
Almost 21, I’m surprised I’m still alive, yeah
I been feeling numb, endless thoughts of suicide yeah
I feel so exhausted, wanna run away and hide, yeah, yeah
Yeah
I had time to waste but shit I’m always in a hurry now
I just tell my mom I’m doing good so she don’t worry now
Man I miss the feeling when no one would try to turn me down
Feeling scared to open up, I don’t want them to hurt me now
Looking at my brother and my sister hoping they don’t feel the pain that I been feeling since a lil one
Cause I done missed a lot and I can never get that back and all my innocence is gone and I ain’t healed none, damn
Everything is better when it’s playtime
And the smiles come alive in the daytime
My god
Oh my god
And we had enough time just to waste time
Now we only see each other on FaceTime
My god
Oh my god
And everything is better when it’s playtime
My god, oh my god
And we had enough time just to waste time
My god, my god
Yeah

Written by:
Heidern Monje

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