Jedstarrr - This Morning

This morning I struggled with heartbreak
To weak to defend the critical end
Of being in love with dark faith
Deceased in my head releasing the meds
The beast inside me is awesome
Releasing my rage the things I regret
But here the beginnings have ended
Prematurely my nigga

Wait
If I had a dollar for every nigga that approached you Id probably be the next Bill Gates
Waking up to anxiety
Tryna clear my mind thats full of these thoughts its so frightening
my eyes is moving like siamese woah
The issue is you had whole world that I gave you but at the same time struggle to stay faithful
You aint cheat on me but everytime I try to please you things just keep getting worse where did I find this queen
Im showing love to the outer surface Im just yearning tryna know your purpose Im playing darts no looks
I pray you lead with the love of moses
Ill give you roses even when its worthless
I play the game like I should
What else does a man have to do to show the nourishment hoping that the grass is greener flip it over
I dont know the answers to the riddle or a clue but I know this shit is lethal like I bit a cobra

Im feeling so drained
You feel the same way
I feel your pain
Yes we should refrain I know
But I still wanna slay now

How many times you scream
How many times did you cream
Body parts that I reached
Consent given to a king
But playing the game like I dissed you
Leaving you dry with no signal
Running back just to kill you
Losing my mind over issues
The following choices exhibits behavior given to you from past generations
Hoping that you dont follow tradition but everything is just a similar cadence
Wanting everything to be in your favor
Being spoiled even when you get greater
Locked places on ya heart and your shoulders
Either way its a mission to open
I can give you the world but at end I see its not enough
You collect all of the tax returns and spend it on your last buck
I be patient with the fighting Mayweather level up
Pacio then packing up your shit damn ma you outta touch and outta pocket

Im feeling so drained
You feel the same way
I feel your pain
Yes we should refrain I know
But I still wanna slay now
This morning I struggled with heartbreak
Of being in love with dark faith
The beast inside me is awesome
But here the beginnings have ended
Prematurely my nigga

Written by:
Jedidiah Labinjo

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