Sanity Level & little Nikki - lost

I don't know where I'm going
All these feelings overflowing
I'm lost in the dark
I'm falling apart slowly
So slowly, losing conscience
I've lost my direction, direction, direction
Living my life on the grey side
I'm falling apart on the inside
Lost in my own world
Choirs in my head saying I'm better of dead
I try not to listen but they're going on, going on
Turn the lyrics to a song
I'mma live my way
I don't care what you have to say
Same people, same places, same life (Yeah, shit)
Nothing extraordinary
I'mma do what's necessary
Wanna die legendary
But that's hard when your happiness is only temporary
Escape in my music cause that's where I'm save
It's just me and the beat where I feel complete
But so utterly empty such a prepossessing tragedy
Stuck in my mind and the past on rewind I keep falling behind
But that's what happens when you keep your head stuck in the past
I'm lost in the dark
I'm falling apart slowly
So slowly losing conscience
I've lost my direction, direction, direction
I can´t explain what I'm feeling inside
Going on living it feels like I've died
This void in my chest
This demons are hunting me
I never rest
You can only move forward if you can move on
You have to be strong
But I'm weak
They're the wolf, I'm the sheep
Just waiting for someone to break me again
Just waiting for someone to wake me again
Relying on others, an unhealthy habit
The only one I can rely on is myself
And nobody else
Give them your heart
And they'll take it or break it
You just have to make it
If you don't believe in yourself, then tell me who will
If you don't start fighting, you'll never gain skills
It's the way that it is
Life isn't easy and trust me it's never
I don't know where I'm going
All these feelings overflowing
I'm lost in the dark
I'm falling apart slowly
So slowly losing conscience
I've lost my direction, direction, direction
Telling me one thing "smile!"
Cover the pain, don't let them know that your going insane
Don't let them know you don't wanna live and just wanna put a bullet in your brain
It's okay to not be okay
I'm aware of the right but I don't see the light
Waking up late at night
I'm scared of my demons
I just wanna give up I don't wanna fight
Leave me alone
I'll find myself

Written by:
Nicole Baum

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