Rap N' Roll - Dirty Thirty

Its not easy believe me trust me i seen it all
And I probably won’t do it less its money involved
They say girl comes and go problem solved
When life causes me pain treat it with alcohol
I never been out the country but got a passport
They calling me handsome guess thats my dad fault
Fight fire fight with fire thats what my past taught
This reality check is what yo ass bought
No business no house no kids no spouse and I just turned 30 life not figured out
I feel like a failure that need a better route
10 Years ago thought I would’ve had it made
5 Years later still didn’t go my way
Last year went to Vegas all I did was play
Nba type vibe cuz I lost 2k
A l is a loss call it what you want
Damn near 30 still never smoked a blunt
But if we talking alcohol then pass me a cup
I cant do it all the time I'll get a bigger gut
Look how im living right now
Shoulda been different by now
Shoudda had least 5 figures in digits right now
Who am I kidding right now
Still not whipping by now
4th year rapping I Thought it’d be Bigger by now
Time crept up on me like its hidden right now
The more I pick up the bottle the more im letting her down
Least my father is proud some of my friends in the cloud
I should be grateful cause I’m turning 30 right now
30 Years old without a degree
Need to save money my bank account counting on me
Stay in the studio like it was free life don’t repeat
Better say cheese happy or sad what ya memory gon be
Make it the best when life throws me lemons
I add vodka and squeeze taste nasty but put me at ease
I deliver every time with the shipping and handling free
Is this the part of my life where I stop caring bout likes
Find a me girl settle down make her my wife
I cant party with chris that nigga do it all night
Im not saying I’m old look just saying he hype
At this point in my life
I shop for sales in retail
Look thru emails choose sleep over females
Go to the gym pick up dumbbells
No concerns wit how you feel
Credit reports checking every detail
My twentys just came to an end 30s about to begin
Cant only party turn up with friends
Tryna get billions not tryna get bent
How ima win following youngins down a path I already done been
Blew thru my money before
Look I had to mature
Look make sure the risk worth the reward
In this life learn to be thankful
Alot of ppl didn’t make it
I’m 30 and grateful

Written by:
Van Edwards

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