Nola$imone - Realest Shxt I Ever Wrote

Imma go ahead and spark the blunt cause
NolaSimone you know what I'm on
Issa true story real true story
I don't really be spilling my feeling out like that
Look

I ain't ever had no daddy momma she was never happy

Everything I been through yea it turned me to a savage

My mind straight gone 14 years old my heart went cold
I took them pills didn't give a fuck about the feels
Momma was my friend we ride it out till the end
When shit get tough she grab that bottle drink and do it again

Paul to be exact I that nigga mane he wack
I just be wanting my fuckin mom back
15 I fucked up I chose fam he chose lust
He just really wanna touch ain't ever give a fuck
We was raised like family man he took that shit and ran with it

Lonely from daddy FUCK I'm fighting this abonment

Anyway I'm off that roll the wood man spark that
Momma she a hustla sun up to sundown
Wit no man she held it down
Unhappy and all
Through her pain and her falls

Serving up or working
We was always her main purpose

Dad was MIA
Ain't have no male to save day
I'm so thankful for my brother
Though he is a lot younger
Momma raised us right, kept us together, kept us tight
That's my dawg and he gone slide

My little sista shine so bright she don't even need a light
That's my seed
That's all me
On the road to riches, ride her own wave
And she mind her own business
Never fails to amaze me. Scholarships daily

God had this shit planned for me
Through everything I'm made to be
Walk by faith no by sight that's what got me here right

Never been to prison and I never been to jail
Got family members that all they really know is that damn cell

Dope fiends in my family living in a tragedy
I have been to a psych ward locked behind them white doors
No shoe strings no belts no hair ties no help do everything yourself
Don't touch nobody else

I been pushed to my limit and I can't take it no more
16 I was in court
Every week for skippin school fightin and breakn rulez
Disobedient af
Doing what I want
You can't tell me shit
16 and grown bitch

Smoking weed and selling it I was in my element

17 Trynna do right
Still in drama still tryna fight
Smoking weed and getting drunk
Doing what I want
Fuck it smoking weed inna school
Fuck it makin my own rulez

18 Same shit same drama same clique
Realize that shit is changin
Stayed in my own lane'n
Start choppin down my circle
Movin right it was the virtue

Friends turned into foes
Them same bitches turned to hoes
All in all I made it
Consider myself the greatest
Fuck whoever hating
All odds I beat the majors

Momma raised a hustla
Real real big muscle huh
Bitches don't level up to ha
You want it I got runnin like Asafa
I'm knocking niggas socks off
Kickin shit like rocks off
Heart cold 10 toes I stand
I'm only here rippin shit again
This shit I speak so real
I'm speaking from my feels
Abandonment is real
Hard bitch ain't got no tears
Face a wood then face my fears
Diamonds hit bitch chandleier
Check my neck my wrist my ears

Yea okaaaay

Written by:
Monicya Lacour

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