Boy Maple - Do I Mind?

I wish I wasn't laid back
I wish I found the fucking needle in that haystack
Instead I use it as a fake bed
One day I'll find the needle that's what they said,
That's what they think
The people that believe in me are worse than my payslip;
Worse than the daily routine of debating
Persuading people all day to keep them from hating
To keep them from saying
That I should be ashamed of who I am
My parents give me aces and teach me the game
And I'm forced to play, I understand
And in the beginning I'm winning
Without even trying and now I don't know how to try
I've always had my wings spread, but I don't know how to fly
Know how to cry
Know how to loose
Know how to choose
I know how to scar, but I don't know how to bruise
I know how to rock, but can't get out of the blues, (So)
See my thoughts passing by
Don't try to waste my time
Life's changing and I try
And I'm still here
I don't know what is real here
Do I mind?
I wish I wouldn't fake till I made it
Cause every time I make it, I know that I'm faking
And its aching
To know that you're good, but you could've been amazing
All I have to do is just do what I'm saying
The truth is I hate what I do if its not writing music
The only time I open up and lose it
Everything else is so confusing
I wish I made my life more amusing
And I'm hoping that the time
I spent on my rhymes
Will be recognized
I'm dissatisfied
I just rather lie
And tell everybody that this shit is real, but its not
Do I feel? I forgot
I'm just lost in an ocean of flows
I don't know where it goes
So I open my eyes, take some notes of the sky (Yeah)
See my thoughts passing by
Don't try to waste my time
Life's changing and I try
And I'm still here
I don't know what is real here
Do I mind?
See my thoughts passing by
Don't try to waste my time
Life's changing and I try
And I'm still here
I don't know what is real here
Do I mind?

Written by:
Lars Betting

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