Backhouse - Close but Far
Realize what I sacrificed to choose this
Don't understand the loss but it broke the loose ends
A while ago I was sinking in the deep end
Don't know where you went but I know it's for a reason
Hope you're doing good but just know I'm still dreaming
Look up in the sky and I know you're still believing
Look past the truths and it's just a blank space
That's why it was perfect but it never found its way
The worst lies are the lies you tell yourself
The truth is in your eyes and you still can't seem to tell
Tell me about the damage and the emotions that you felt
Pressure on my shoulders that's a weight you never dealt
Feelings unfelt
Always said don't leave what did I expect
There was no reality I did it for the best
Blinded from the future cause it's something I create
So I take my train of thought ideas moving getaway
I was breaking down dug myself in a hole
Try to block the noise out it was hard to control
I was shifting out of space losing any bit of grace
But I caught myself it was the toughest fate I had to face
Realize what I sacrificed to choose this
Don't understand the loss but it broke the loose ends
A while ago I was sinking in the deep end
Don't know where you went but I know it's for a reason
Hope you're doing good but just know I'm still dreaming
Look up in the sky and I know you're still believing
Look past the truths and it's just a blank space
That's why it was perfect but it never found its way
We took our own way now we got a price to pay
There was a problem once now it's all gone away
Let go of those old things they held me back in many different ways
What's done is done
What's gone is gone
One of life's lessons is always moving on
Everything felt so right but it was wrong
Turn back the page and I'm back to stage one and it's not done
It's a scary time when you got nowhere to be
No faking life is something I'll defeat
Hold myself high but I'm just another beat
Understand where I'm going then I adjust the speed
Realize what I sacrificed to choose this
Don't understand the loss but it broke the loose ends
A while ago I was sinking in the deep end
Don't know where you went but I know it's for a reason
Hope you're doing good but just know I'm still dreaming
Look up in the sky and I know you're still believing
Look past the truths and it's just a blank space
That's why it was perfect but it never found its way
Written by:
LOVEPREET RANDHAWA
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