Trickz - Life I'm Living

I bought some VV's for my brother just to keep him busy
The ice around his neck got more drip than the Mississippi
Got in a beef about a chick thank got the shooters missed me
I heard the lord wasn't ready for me I feel like 50
In this life that I'm living I don't wanna keep living
I know I'm Jitta but I'm so sick and tired of Jitting
So much pain from the trenches there's no joy in the riches
Drop to my knees and hope the lord finally grants me forgiveness
I drip from head to toe my momma calls me Finding Nemo
My brother calls me his hero he goes wherever T go
I told my baby that I need her but I know that she knows
I took an easy shot at life and hit it like a free throw
Family put they trust in me go for the win like Kobe
They label me a thug but most people they still don't know me
These rumors get around like flies my shooters listen closely
The more I grow the more I know the success makes me lonely
I lost my brothers to the field I don't know how I feel
Swear every time I close my eyes it don't feel like it's real
I lost some brothers to the grave and some behind that steel
It's crazy 'cuz I know some demons and some slaves for real
In this life that I'm living I'm in before the street lights
My momma prays for me daily to get up out the street life
I heard an opp wanna kill me no hesitation he might
In this life that I'm living they do not hear when we cry
I bought some VV's for my brother just to keep him busy
The ice around his neck got more drip than the Mississippi
Got in a beef about a chick thank got the shooters missed me
I heard the lord wasn't ready for me I feel like 50
In this life that I'm living I don't wanna keep living
I know I'm Jitta but I'm so sick and tired of Jitting
So much pain from the trenches there's no joy in the riches
Drop to my knees and hope the lord finally grants me forgiveness
I swear my life feels like a test and I ain't study for it
Heard the lord possesses happiness okay I'm coming for it
My brother turned his back on me had his through any war
I promise to you I don't wanna rep the gang no more
Macey said when one door closes another one opens
I started pouring fours for strength but it just made me hopeless
My allies said they know my pain but really they don't know it
Don't know the hurt of constant failure when they say you chosen
My cousin drinks away our pain I know he's tired of sipping
Released my pain I had to tell my broken heart good riddance
Can't show no love to you no more I promise we can't kick it
The love ain't beneficial pray that y'all don't catch me slipping
Yea it's really hard walking these streets knowing the pain is real
I think my past is really ruining my heart
A lot of rights a lot of wrongs that I can't save for real
Without forgiveness I swear I won't make it far
I bought some VV's for my brother just to keep him busy
The ice around his neck got more drip than the Mississippi
Got in a beef about a chick thank got the shooters missed me
I heard the lord wasn't ready for me I feel like 50
In this life that I'm living I don't wanna keep living
I know I'm Jitta but I'm so sick and tired of Jitting
So much pain from the trenches there's no joy in the riches
Drop to my knees and hope the lord finally grants me forgiveness

Written by:
TJ Square

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