Snow Day - Caffeine

Hey doc, I can't pinpoint the exact moment I broke
But lately things have seemed to spiral out of control
My friends are dealing with their own shit, my family all moved away
I don't want to talk to them, I don't want them to worry

Hey doc, I can't sleep at night, I lie awake and wonder why
Staring at the ceiling, my eyes open wide
I used to smoke pot to fall asleep, my job took that away from me
At least there's still melatonin and alcohol

Don't think that I'm pathetic, please don't think of me that way
I'm running out of things to lose, I'm just trying to find my way
My hands begin to shake, my head begins to sway
Maybe 'cause caffeine makes me sick, but I drink it anyway

Anyway

All my family moved away, Jackie says her's did too
She said you got to make your own, that's what I'm trying to do
I know there are people who love me, I'm not really sure why
I'm selfish! I'm trying to be better, I hope they know that I try

Oh God I hope they know I try

Don't think that I'm pathetic, please don't think of me that way
I'm running out of things to lose, I'm just trying to find my way
My hands begin to shake, my head begins to sway
Maybe 'cause caffeine makes me sick, but I drink it anyway

Anyway

I'm sorry you lost your friend, I'm sorry you lost your mom
I'm sorry you lost your dog, I'm sorry you lost your job
I'm sorry you hate your job, I'm sorry that rent's so high
I'm sorry you hate yourself, I'm sorry you hate your life
I'm sorry I fucked it up, I'm sorry I fucked it up
I'm sorry I fucked it up, I'm sorry I fucked up

I fucked up

Don't think that I'm pathetic, please don't think of me that way
I'm running out of things to lose, I'm just trying to find my way
My hands begin to shake, my head begins to sway
Maybe 'cause caffeine makes me sick, but I drink it anyway

Written by:
Meghan Burke

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