ProVeracity - Patched Up Soul (feat. Coco XL)

Loosen my grip but I won't let go
Rip one more stitch in this patched up soul
Every step forward just slips into a backwards roll
I miss the times in my life when I had control

Confiding in me a predicament
End is so imminent
Biting your tongue you would rather pretend you are
Happy go lucky it's all you envisioned it
Who are you kidding?
Wanted to fix it but doing the opposite
Watching it blow up in front me I got the worst of it all
Could've been different
Expecting something outta someone who don't even know how you want it to be but
I guess if you want it to be something but you won't talk it's not meant to be huh?
How could I have known?
The hints that were given if any were jokes
Now that you wrote a story most fitting to choke, woke up to walking a rope ahh!
Against the wall
I'm giving all that I had
And frantically picking up the pieces of stained glass
I jimmy-rigged it, seemed like it just might all fit again
Only to be left feeling like poor old Michael Finnagen

And it's not like I want to let you go but I've been holding on to
What do not exist no more
And I can write the script on how heart do not break even,
Yeah, you got in that U-Haul couldn't stop you from leaving
I need some therapy
Someone to care for me
The way you always did
There's just too much pain
And I just cannot see you changing
I got to move on
And that's the only fact I'm hating
But it's time
I doubt I'll get you off my mind
I cannot kiss you thru the FaceTime I'm tryna hear from you
But back then couldn't make time

Loosen my grip but I won't let go
Rip one more stitch in this patched up soul
Every step forward just slips into a backwards roll
I miss the times in my life when I had control

Written by:
Jacob Dewey

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