Killjoi - No Response

I got money spending, issues pending, lots of decisions
They tried to tell me right my wrongs but I feel like I isn’t
I took a risk and jumped the cliff I just did something they didn’t
And I won’t look back on what I did I got to deal with it
I really feel they looking down but I still did it
They tried to tell me turn around but I’m still in it
Look me deep in my eyes I got my feels in it
Throw me in the jungle with a knife and I’m a kill with it
I made a move and now they freakin' out
Now I really gotta show these niggas what I’m 'bout
Remember last year I was broke I done seen a drought
And I ain’t never going back and that’s without a doubt
I’m feeling trapped inside a box and I can’t move around
Terek told me to play the game but I feel out of bounds
And I’m a love these bitches till they put me in the ground
But I can’t focus on my craft inside of Stacy‘s mouth
My baby clouding up my judgment it ain’t helping out
I’m tryna ball out on a budget it ain’t helping out
Tryna pull millions out the couch it got me bugging out
Back and forth from the slave ship to my mother's house
I told my boss to keep the job I’ll take another route
No disrespect because that nigga helped me when no one could
I told him I can’t do this shit this for my better good
Before I leave I got some things to leave for Collywood
See I’m tryna find my way, yeah
But I don’t know which way, yeah
And mom I really love you with all my heart I really do but I just don’t think I can stay, yeah
I’m living off of faith and guidance
Tryna be the first man in my family that is thrivin'
Gun shots swing around my town but I’m survivin'
Nigga I either do it or I don’t ain’t no tryin'
I’m gon make it on, come out strong I aint lyin'
A lot of niggas hate but then they act like they my dog
I know they ain't with me but they still gon' watch me ball
They pray for lil' slip ups, lil' fuck ups, lil' falls
But me and Allah just sit back and laugh about it all
Couple troopers in my phone if there’s a war then I’ll call
Rule number one never leave your brothers that’s law
No condom for a nigga are they telling me I’m too raw
These niggas turn the bitches like they work for RuPaul
But this ain’t nothing new
I’ve been shitting on these niggas like I got something to prove
Ain’t no jibber jabber they just like the way that I come through
Try me and I try you, you take one I take 22
I got missing screws, trust issues
My mind is just so loud that I can’t think
It’s a cold world I can’t afford a mink
Leave your eyes open 'cause life change in a blink
Or leave your eyes closed it just depends
I got a lot of lives I got a change before this ends
If I walk my road alone then I’m just praying for my friends
It’s some snakes in the grass but I can see ‘em through my lens
Every time I hear I love you it just seems so pretend
See the true love that I felt is now gone in the wind
And it’s not like I don’t care just don’t know how to comprehend
These battles with myself I feel it’s time to make amends
I lay my past down in the place where I lie
Blood, sweat, and tears and a nigga hate to cry
These niggas said I’ll fail but there’s diamonds in my smile
And Twig I know I’m distant I’m just in a different space
But you is still my brother till I motherfucking die
The room light up when I step in the Fourth of July
I made it to the top then I jumped and I flied
I talk to the stars in the ceiling like hi
I looked at the world then I laughed and made it mine

Written by:
Jaylen Abanks

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