Aryginal - A Father's Eulogy (feat. Feyth M.)

Through all the stages I've rocked, I've never froze up
But it's cold up here
My head achin trying to hold back tears
My legs shaking bout to fold I feel em
Gotta get through my daughters eulogy and narrate my worst known fear
I learned there's nothing like the love of a daughter to take you mind
Off all foolish things, thats the purest and greatest bond
I used to tell her slow down princess you're only nine
You've got your whole life ahead of you, then she died
I questioned God
Like how the hell could you take her from me
She would giggle and laugh while putting makeup on me
Karaoke and dance moves in the living room
She's in the kitchen with daddy, she's making dinner too
God ain't got nothing to do with how you did her dude
All she wanted was daddy, I was too damn busy though
We were suppose to make valentines for the kids at school
But my work day was rough and I wasn't in the mood
So I rescheduled with moms
But damn if was with me, you'd still be alive 
You wouldn't have been in that car
My selfish ways put and end to our bond
Now my entire house look like its been hit by a storm
I'm tearing shit up
now im corner sitting crown sipping staring at pictures remembering us
Im missing you
But Gotta be strong for your little bro because the strength I exude
will get him through
he lost his best friend in the world so he's privately mourning 
I remember that night clear its parylizing and haunting
I'm inside of the party
Yall were riding with mommy
Drunk driver hit you now I'm identifying your body
I'm on the floor crying out loudly
In the fetal position body shaking and nose snotty
Feel like I aint suppose to be here
You already gone your brother fighting for his life I should be there
Neither decision seems fair
Where the driver at
Lord how's he still breathing when my baby dead BLAHK give the driver that
Explain how the docs let her die they're life savers
God replied that night you should've been her lifes savior
Tears pouring down my face
Hunger pains as I drag the fork around my plate
She'll never get to go prom or have her first date
Get her first job, I'll never see my ba baby graduate
Drowning my sorrow with this fifth of crown
Tryna find the light in tomorrow, although I'm crippled now
Reaching for the moments we had that made me lift a smile
Pissed at the moments I missed when you were still around
Now its all eyes on me to put this eulogy together and deliver now.
Baby im sorry for not being there
Daddy so sorry for not being there
When you lose your heart and your soul
When your precious little girl finally gets her wings tell her soar baby soar
Your body falls to the floor
Listen to your daughters voice whisper daddy get up im not in pain anymore
Daddy reach out for my hand its still you and me
Me and you against the world its still you and me
Me and God just danced to the coolest beat
And our family up here dressed me so beautifully
I cant wait to hear my eulogy

Written by:
Andre Moss

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