Alphabyte - If I Die Tonight

If I die tonight if I die tonight
Blew up quick like im dynamite
Like I'm dynamite
Would you find new light?
Would you find new light?
Every Friday night
When im high I vibe n write
Stayin outta site
Curiosities wonderin what's that powder like
Maybe Ill try it and get addicted for some fun in life
Crashin and burnin fallin from the sun I might
Not even land cause my ashes are turnin white
How could i live with this purpose if I'm not even certain I've

Done all that I can when on the inside I just turn and cry
Actin grumpy toward everyone who loves me im
Not even sure if the person I'm becomings my
Thought of a perfect image so I just hold this tight

People thinkin I'm blind to the vision
Why won't you listen I'm rhymin to fish in emotions
The Red Lines's a division of oceans
It's history that I've bit in this hopin
That the mystery of missin me's broken

How could pictures see that the pit in me's open
Thinkin back i couldn't picture me tryna picture me holdin
A picture of me now picture me with a note then

Set that shit on fire cause it's burnin up
And every dollar that I'm earnin is a turnin buck
Cause I be flippin pennies, nickles, dimes and quarters
For every hour that I've recorded
I'm realizing that I mean more than
I've ever considered I'm moving forward
Im through with ignorin this loop it's time I grew enormous

Man I've made so much progress
But I've lost so much because of it
I sit here criss crossed
And switch flaws
Doesn't matter which God
Saves me I need you to just save me

22 Years old and I actually had a seizure
There's disaster if you leave her
Unbalanced with no demeanor
I'm askin without procedure
This massive amount of heat is
The reason I keep on breathin
The beat of my hearts depletin
Im signin a deed to leave em
I'm tryin to see if we can
Combine with the seed of Eden
So why do I feel this beat is

The only part of me bleedin
These tears that I shed are more than hard for me see them
They're burning red and I can hardly see through em
My appetite says im hungry but im starting to lose it
Another night on my own i guess im really reclusive
Some people think it's a stunt and they don't know that the truth is
Every time that I do this
I feel my rhymes keep improvin
I plan on climbin I flew in
Until I'm crashin in ruins
You see my ashes are provin
That I'm the Phoenix pursuin
My own dreams and im brewin
Until my team and my crew is
At the top where the peak of the moon is

Written by:
Tynan Austin

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