Bobby Blaze - Still Comin' Back

Yea, you know I've always believed that you can't help everyone
But everyone can help someone
So this is my experience my strength and my hope

Somebody take away my pain, it's getting hard to maintain
I wear the mask of a monster when there's liquor in my vain
Can't explain when it started and thought it was a friend to me
The feeling of euphoria would slowly sip up into me
The search for tranquility is cumbersome at times
So I would sip liquor just to redesign my rhymes
Coke and doja combined had me drifting away
Then tuck the bottle for tomorrow and get faded today
I'm a say I'm okay and I'm a say that I'm fine
But you'll never hear me say that I'm dying inside
Mixed emotions of losses and swimming in sin
But to take away my pain I pop a bottle of gin
Right back at it again, the cycle is vicious
I can't seem to stop no matter how hard I wish this
Destructive consistence and emotional lack
I got to put the bottle down but I'm still coming back

This is for the ones powerless in their storm
For the ones who felt alone since the day that they're born
Everyone struggling to get it on track
We try to break away but we're still coming back
For everyone battling demons in their dome
And all of those lost, trying to find their way home
For every single soul that's under attack
I can relate to that and I'm still coming back

A couple more years pass, fresh ice in the glass
With the side effects of spirits catching up to me fast
Broken relationships and shattered ambition
Caught a couple of charges but I'm still on a mission
Swear I'm loosing my vision and missing my purpose
But I'll never let the pain emerge through the surface
Homie this hurts but it's the life that I chose
Don't want to get close 'cause my soul stay froze
Man this drinking got me thinking I'm alone in my storm
Then I'll drink a little more for my people that's gone
Reminiscing when spitting a cypher the other night
But I might have imagined it 'cause I'm loosing my mind
After crashing my ride twisted off the Henney
It's amazing how my shot glass never stayed empty
I don't want the bottle but I'm stuck in this trap
The struggle is real and I'm still coming back

This is for the ones powerless in their storm
For the ones who felt alone since the day that they're born
Everyone struggling to get it on track
We try to break away but we're still coming back
For everyone battling demons in their dome
And all of those lost, trying to find their way home
For every single soul that's under attack
I can relate to that and I'm still coming back

Is this a disease that got me on my knees
Tear rolling down my cheeks while I'm screaming God please
All I really want is peace in my tormented mind
In the bible it says, if I seek then I'll find
Everything that I tried and every place that I've been
All the pain I held inside as I buried my friends
All the flesh I've been through and all the dirt that I did
Every time I back slid after loosing my kid
Every character defect since my umbilical cord
I surrender it all and lift it up to the Lord
I pour out my last brew for the Bobby you knew
Then I'm a smash the glass bottle bro, baby I'm through
I'm tired of these chains inflicting all my pain
And I put that on the blood of Jesus Christ holy name
Ain't never no shame while I'm speaking on that
He saved me today and to Him I came back

This is for the ones powerless in their storm
For the ones who felt alone since the day that they're born
Everyone struggling to get it on track
We try to break away but we're still coming back
For everyone battling demons in their dome
And all of those lost, trying to find their way home
For every single soul that's under attack
I can relate to that and I'm still coming back

If you're feeling this song, pass it along
We keep what we have by giving it away

Written by:
Robert O'Brien

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