Meechie1k - Chronic Pain

Never trusted that's a promise
Bitches on a mission leave you broken down demolished
Can never trust again that’s the reason why I’m heartless
She blowing up my phone she want attention filled with nonsense
Ain’t giving me no credit baby girl gimme my homage
Never cared about breaking bitches hearts cause I’m the man
I don’t need to speak in Spanish just to make you understand
I was out here picking pieces for my future and my past
Can give a fuck about bitches wit no life but high demands
She say she like my smile, She say she like the watch
I say Look at how it glisten watch the diamonds on it rock
Ian stopping til ah nigga reach the peak and touch the top
She ain’t fuckin' wit ah nigga but I know she gimme top
Talking rings up on her finger bet she wishin' for the rock
Ian really out here lookin' for no bitch my heart is lost
When I told you that I need you bitch you left me here to rot
You can never say I gave up on our love I was solid
Bet you understand me now
It’s Gone take a hundred years before you finally see the spots
Gotta nigga in yo life that’s tryna' treat you like ah wife
But you lookin' at me different while you lay up in his car?
Ion care about the life I lived before because it’s now
All these bitches in my DM’s they can never take me down
Used to stress about my feelings had me feeling like a clown
Who gone really show the love when I’m around
I feel violated, hated in yo eyes you gone replace me
Now you wanna block me off ya shit because ya shady
And I told you bout them bitches in my past who had degrade me
Now you wonder why I’m always acting different say I’m crazy
Started from the bottom from my phone to the basement
Took a lot of losses just to get me out these phases
Weed up in my system I can feel my heart racing
Niggas think I’m asking for the crown man I'ma take it
Baby I’m the greatest
Young as hell the latest
Took my heart to get here Ian asking for no favors
I’m finna ice my wrist up you ain’t thinkin' bout the changes
Now you wanna be right here for me but don’t embrace it
Actin like a nigga don’t exist
All the love I had for you did you forget
To see you falling for someone it make me sick
I gotta act like it don't hurt me but it did
And they don’t never understand until they in yo shoes
Until the death of me my heart is cold but warm for you
To write these lyrics I can feel adrenaline running through
And you won’t do the same for me, I do the same for you
I shed some tears before
And they’ll be many mo
I gotta open a new chapter and just close the door
The past the past I see the future with a life in gold
I gotta push it, make it here before I 'cide to go
I’m watching other niggas laughin'
They don’t care about yo ethic or yo passion
If you ain’t rapping bout no guns then you ain’t rappin'
Most these niggas out here flodging for the media and cameras
Telling me that people don’t believe bitch you pressed
Knowin' I'ma roll around wit Nina wit this tech
Smoking hella weed and it’s been leaving me depressed
I was always on my own so ion need you and that’s and that
You don't care about me hustling or me tryna do my best
Take a look at all the effort that I’m pulling from my chest
Got distracted by ya love and now you leaving me for that
Ian stressing cause I know where I'ma be up i'na end

Written by:
Demetrius Rebb Jr.

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