Max Barrs - Heartbeat

There's something I don't like about myself
Keeping me from living in my best health
Living in this mental state, I can't celebrate
Who can understand the pain that I've felt?

Everybody asks if I'm okay
Always say yeah but there's really no way
Seeing with a blurry vision isn't my decision
But that's the way it's gonna stay

Something going on with my state of mind
Always thinking "is this brain really mine?"
Always feeling so damn low, I look down below
And I see no end this time

I think I'm going crazy up in my head
Just thinking "am I better off dead?"
Maybe I don't understand, but do what I can
To feel decent when I go to bed

I can't feel my heartbeat, feel like I'm just dead weight
Cannot plant my own two feet, what about me's next to hate?
I can't feel my heartbeat, something 'bout me isn't right
I can't plant my own two feet, will I ever win this fight?

I can't feel my heartbeat, feel like I'm just dead weight
Cannot plant my own two feet, what about me's next to hate?
I can't feel my heartbeat, something 'bout me isn't right
I can't plant my own two feet, will I ever win this fight?

Written by:
Max Barrs

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