ILL Knob - Nobody Knows

I'm tired of the darkness I can't get no light
I'm losing it all and I'm tired of the fight
Whatever I do I just can't get it right
I'm tired of the struggle I'm tired of my life
I try to look happy I try to stand tall
But nobody knows I'm so sick of it all
Got me out in the cold with my back to the wall
I'm so close to the edge I don't care if I fall
I look ordinary
Always keep a smile
I like to make you laugh
I like to joke around
But I ain't really happy
Haven't been for a while
I just know how to hide it
They can't figure it out
My focus is blurry
I'm anxious and worried
I'm constantly thinking
I'll be better off buried
Try to think of my fam
Maintain my mental health
Hard to love anybody
When I'm hatin myself
I'm tired of the darkness I can't get no light
I'm losing it all and I'm tired of the fight
Whatever I do I just can't get it right
I'm tired of the struggle I'm tired of my life
I try to look happy I try to stand tall
But nobody knows I'm so sick of it all
Got me out in the cold with my back to the wall
I'm so close to the edge I don't care if I fall
I look ordinary
Inside I'm very empty
I try to do what's right but
I let the devil tempt me
He tells me I'm useless
He tells me I'm nothing
I'm feeling discouraged
I'm feeling disgusting
Got pain in my stomach
I'm feeling so sickly
I'm starting to think that
Nobody would miss me
I'm tired of fighting
Someone ring the bell
I can't love anybody
Cause I'm hating myself
I'm tired of the darkness I can't get no light
I'm losing it all and I'm tired of the fight
Whatever I do I just can't get it right
I'm tired of the struggle I'm tired of my life
I try to look happy I try to stand tall
But nobody knows I'm so sick of it all
Got me out in the cold with my back to the wall
I'm so close to the edge I don't care if I fall
I'm tired of the darkness I can't get no light
I'm losing it all and I'm tired of the fight
Whatever I do I just can't get it right
I'm tired of the struggle I'm tired of my life
I try to look happy I try to stand tall
But nobody knows I'm so sick of it all
Got me out in the cold with my back to the wall
I'm so close to the edge I don't care if I fall

Written by:
Curtis Burton

Publisher:
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