Thane - Paradise Falls

Cause I got pictures filling up my phone I could delete but can't forget
I feel like I’m alone but if I told you would you give a shit
And I don’t know like what went wrong what was the prob that finished it
Burned inside like cigarettes, close my eyes to see your silhouette
I really wish you would’ve called
But sometimes Paradise just falls
I think I should’ve been involved
I hit your text you don’t respond
Did you fake the way you kissed me
And the way you held me close
Cause now you say that you don’t miss me
Makes me think it’s all for show
I remember how your lip balm tasted
Cause every second I’m not kissing you feels like a second wasted
My devastation’s devastated, toxins get intoxicated
Places I can’t take you that I couldn’t have anticipated
Your face is in my dreams so I guess that I’ll just stay awake and
Read through old texts just to hope that it was complicated
Cards were on the table but you weren’t showing hearts
I guess mine was a joker cause I fell for it so hard
So I’m picking up the pieces of our puzzle you ripped apart
Hoping one day soon it’s over, we can take it from the start
I thought that we were good but now you’re leaving me perplexed
You used to say that I was yours and all I get’s a text
I text you when I’m high and I get high too much
You used to get annoyed when I would buy you lunch
I guess I try too much, probably write too much
Different pages different books you got no right to judge
I admit I’m kinda crazy now that I’m without you
If you wanna know your worth, here’s what you amount to
I mean seriously Joe had to extend the fucking beat
Because I think so many God-damn rhymes about you
I just want to hold you close
Feel your pulse against my chest
Poke your nose and kiss you neck
Make you hope it never ends
There’s a video of you on the day I asked you out
You were sleeping on the floor at the crackspot by the couch
You sat up on my lap, inches between our mouths
You were smiling so wide, laughing so loud
Where’s that at now? How did that go south
Baby speak to me, please, lemme know what you’re about
Hold me to your heart girl like I’m the one that makes it beat
I got a broken heart girl, but you’re the one who bittered “sweet”
Ever since you left I sleep a couple hours at a time
You said you had your reasons they were troubles that you fantasized
Maybe I might hate you at the same time I’m still hypnotized
Baby place your hand in mine, say that you can’t stand goodbye
I trashed so many lines because I want to be a friend to you
Shit that I wrote down because I know that I can’t vent to you
At the end of the day I just miss being next to you
But I’m still stuck awake thinking what the hell I meant to you
I guess I’ll be like Melly Imma love you from a distance
I’ll continue through my life down the path of least resistance
I’m not the type of guy that’s gonna ditch you with good riddance
So for now on we’ll just be my point of reminiscence
I can say that I love you and you can say that you love me
It’s only really sad because we both mean different things
Now you’re over me and I’m the one who’s stuck on you
If your plan was just to leave then why’d you make me fall in love with you
I try not to think but you’re still there in my thoughts
You seem to be just fine how’s it fair that I’m lost
I’m not much of a crier but this pair of eyes bawled
I guess that’s just what happens when Paradise falls

Written by:
Ethan Wedo

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