Jay Fite - Chaos

Seems like my life stays in chaos
Wanna take a break but I can't take a day off
Working so hard but there's never any payoff
Take a lot of shots but it seems my aims off
Seems like my life stays in chaos
Wanna take a break but I can't take a day off
Working so hard but there's never any payoff
Seems like my life stays in chaos

Look at all these people and I wonder how they did it
I don't ever see the losses tho I only see the wins
And opinions differ but the Big Dipper's close enough for me to hit
If you just gimme a minute look
It's my Prerogative I think that I'm on top of it
The lyrics are provocative and I tell me stop
I cannot afford to not win awards
I cannot afford if this doesn't take off and I don't tour
All these hours, tryna be calm
All these days stuck in chaos
Everything's all up in turmoil
Tryna grow when there's no water in the soil
Talking to a doctor and I really wanna holler
Wanna take him by the collar and just toss him round the room
Sitting in chaos, no better tradeoff, shooting for the stars
I can't even reach the moon whoo
A better time an we can chat it up tomorrow
I don't wanna make decisions wish I had someone to follow
Wish I didn't wish I didn't wish I wasn't hollow
Wish that I could wish that I could wish that I could borrow
Another persons life and another persons mind and another persons body
And then maybe I'd be right
Up in my head and not having racing thoughts can't get my mind
To stop overthink it all
I think I think I can't stop thinking
Pages in front of me I can't stop inking
Voices in my head too loud
Please, someone, let me out

Seems like my life stays in chaos
Wanna take a break but I can't take a day off
Working so hard but there's never any payoff
Take a lot of shots but it seems my aims off
Seems like my life stays in chaos
Wanna take a break but I can't take a day off
Working so hard but there's never any payoff
Seems like my life stays in chaos

I been working like a dog and so my stress level skyrockets
Have a feeling everybody wants me to stop it
Put an op in a body bag on top of that I realize the op is me
And I can't even cope with that
Look I never swerve my eyes are on the road
I been driving just tryna find a home
I know, I go off an you give me an eye roll
I'm just, tryna, reach my, goal
I said it was insidious it's looking so ridiculous
My rage is so meticulous it's trying to get rid of us
I wish, that I could, just be normal
I don't fit it, not uniform,
I stand out, like, a unicorn
Think I, need to, be restored
Sympathies sympathize, deferent themes hypnotize
Full of evil full of lies, paranoid I see your eyes ah
Why'd you even come in here boy? you will never get a Tenure boy
You can't even spit, you can't even rhyme
You thought you could see but you're really just blind
You got no skill and you got no talent
You mindswell stop you aren't up to the challenge
You're a disgrace jay this is pathetic
You can't even get along without sikadellic
I can't ever stop the thoughts, I can't ever stop the process
I can never keep my calm, back and forth the feeling ominous
Berserk thoughts lurking murdering purpose
Wages earned burning all in a furnace
Talking to you all and tryna be earnest
Chaos on the inside calm on the surface

Seems like my life stays in chaos
Wanna take a break but I can't take a day off
Working so hard but there's never any payoff
Take a lot of shots but it seems my aims off
Seems like my life stays in chaos
Wanna take a break but I can't take a day off
Working so hard but there's never any payoff
Seems like my life stays in chaos

Written by:
James Heath

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